KAYA blog

MOVED

2006-01-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

okay.
RELINK ME
:)
it's already the 4th of JANUARY, you know.
i should have moved like on the 1st of January.
haha. here you go.
KAYA-YAYA.blogspot.com
LOVE <3

oh and by the way.
NOTE TO ZIQIAN.
how can you say that i did NOT update?
I DID I DID I DID!
you better read every single post that i have updated okay!
lol.
and relink me hor.
xD

stupid nose

2006-01-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

OH YEAH.
i have stopped sneezing already.
:D
that's great.

happy birthday to ZIQIAN. =D

2006-01-03T19:58:00.000+08:00

SNEEZE SNEEZE SNEEZE.
EEWWW!
i dont know why my nose is being so super sensitive right now but it's horrible lah.
hmph.

so it's the 3 of JANUARY and we, students, are being thrown back to hell.
poor ziqian. it has to be her birthday today. haha. but still...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZIQIAN.
WHEEEEEE~ =D
lol. i will write you a friendster testimonial later? =D
hehh.
see, so nice of me~
hohoho.

but besides ziqian's birthday, there isnt really a cause to celebrate.
NOTE: 3E4 seriously sucks.
or maybe it's just me being a complete jerk.
but alina said she regretted appealing for 3E1 and is jealous of me.
whoa. i was really nice to her on the bus when just said "oh, really?" instead of contradicting her you know.
because really, with SOMEBODY(woohoooo) at 3E1, why would she even want to come to 3E4?
yeah, crap.

hmm.
so let's see.
we will start from morning assembly.
FIRST OF ALL, cindy broke her record and got sent to the discipline master by her form teacher.
for tucking out.
for folding her skirt.
for not getting a proper hairstyle as in her fringe is too long.
for wearing striking earrings with double piercing and all.
for wearing colourful hairclips.
and i was laughing at the back.
she deserves it anyway.
told her to take her earrings and hairclips off.
but she told me she wanted to get caught.
still, it works lahh.
she got elected as chairman(though temporarily) by her form teacher.
*rolls eyes*
her teacher got a really complicated name lehh.
haiyoh, his name sounds like rambutan.
=/
cindy and madeleine couldnt even tell me his name.
GOD.
lol.

anyway, the discipline master gave his longer-than-principal speech and finally introduced the new principal to us.
MS LEONG.
at least she doesnt nag as much you know.
the speech that she gave during assembly was kinda fast and short for a principal.
surprise surprise.
she wanted to dismiss us at exactly 2pm, you know.
that's like so sweet.
because my right leg, as usual, was turning numb already.
and the DM just had to say more.
so that we ended up being dismissed late anyway.
>,<" whatever. im supposed to be talking about the morning first. not dismissal time.

we have to bring thermometers tomorrow. *sighs*
okay, after all the freaking announcements and the welcome-back-to-school speeches, we went back to class.
FIRST & SECOND PERIOD.
LITERATURE.
wheeeeee~
since we didnt have our textbooks yet...
we just talked.
the kind of talks that only ms dalina will have.
the kind that makes you feel important or unique or something because we're literature students.
she was saying that we are different and stuff, choosing a complete different path from others by not opting for the georaphy course.
and that people like us are deviants.
whoa. did she have to say that?
gosh, because that didnt make me feel important or anything.
it only made me feel worse.
despite being in 3E4 already, i was and i still am thinking about 3E1.
like, i still feel ALONE and DESPERATE.
yeah, and my father had to add salt to my wounds by saying that literature is pretty useless.
like nervous as i am, how can ANYONE say that literature is useless.
okay, that wasnt the hurting part.
he had to say that i was being silly for not going to 3E1 for the triple sciences course when im 8th in level position.
MAN, cant he show a bit of support?
he doesnt even know a single thing about literature anyway.
hmph. and he didnt get 8th in level position for his studies.
HMPH. in fact, i think he pretty much flunked everything.
anyway, lucky for me, i didnt get abandoned in literature class.
there's kaiting and yining.
phew, like thank god.
and i even got elected as literature rep.
but i could have dug a hole, just jump in and die.
so embarrassing?
ms dalina said that literature students are supposed to be more dramatic or something and called the ones nominated to come up to the front.
see what i mean? embarrassing!
and that's sara, kaiting(hahaha, we sabo-ed each other actually), melissa and me.
standing in front of the class made me feel like some freaky animal being stared at.
and a class that im not even familiar with...*sighs*
like can you believe it?
both alina and i miss junhao despite the fact that he is always shouting out across the classroom all the time.
right now, i wouldnt even mind lending him my homework for copying.
according to ziqian, 3E1 is really dead.
gosh, like being from 3E1 isnt enough.
people there just have to project themselves as nerds or something.
2E1 wasnt like that.
poor ziqian.
poor alina.
poor lihuan.
lol.
okay, back to the literature nominating thing.
OH YEAH.
ms dalina was like we have to choose someone who has INITIATIVE, is RESPONSIBLE and has LEADERSHIP QUALITIES.
god, it sounded and still sounds intimidating.
so sara, kaiting, melissa and i were standing in front of the class.
and each of them said, no, i dont want and BLAH.
leaving me.
so i just said(you know, i think i sounded kinda dumb that time), im CERTAINLY not working alone.
then i got cornered.
*faints*
ms dalina went something like.. karyan, you were saying that you didnt want to work alone. and so if i were to get you an assistant, will you be our literature rep? is that it? are we interpreting you correctly?
and you know.
me. and the other rep is GanJoo(sp?)
like ohmygod.
i dont even know the people in my literature class!!!
X_X
gosh, i cant do it.
just let me die.
*SOBS*
like why is it that ms dalina can always make me feel so er... well, pathetic?
and just by talking and probably arousing emotions and all that.
it's a skill that i wish to acquire.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
then i can make my brother shut up just with the right words and expression.
HAHAHA.
lol.
gosh, i make ms dalina sound like some scary person.
of course she is not, it's probably just me.
and yining said that i blushed.
no freaking way.
>,<
blush?
like me?
*WAILS*
i dont blush.
no, i DONT.
hmph.

i think i will stop here first.
time for tv.
heh.
hmmm.
i wonder how joyce is doing for her first day back at school.
:'(
bet it's a million tonnes better than my day.
STUPID JOYCE.
DID YOU DELETE YOUR BLOG DURING THE HOLIDAYS?
I CANT FIND IT, YOU KNOW?

*SCREAMS HYSTERICALLY*
buhby.

=/

2005-12-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

OH GOD.
i think im gonna have some diverticular disease.
hurts big time.
EK.
i think i should drink more water.
and then just go to bed.

yeah.
and die in my sleep.
yadayada.
go into an eternal slumber and never wake up into this chaotic world.

PAIN.

2005-12-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

ARGH.
*groans*
my stomach hurts man.
*crawls to the washroom and dies*

X_X
oh whatever.
anyway, im going to edit and delete quite a few of my yucky skins.
like the christmas skin i had, i will change the font or something.
then for that picture perfect one, BAH, change the font too and of course change my picture to a higher quality format or something lahh so that it doesnt look pixelated anymore.
BAH.

GAH.
anyone has any idea on how i can make my current layout look better?
seriously, i dont know what colours to use for the font.
im pretty sure it must be a dark/dull colour.
though i dont know what.
i have tried like grey and white and dull purple blue blahblah.
and they dont fit.
=/
or else, i will just redo this skin.
BAH.
honestly, i think the blogskins im making lately look really horrible.
and school is gonna start...
*sighs*

okay.
i gotta run for the toilet again!
AH.

new layout.

2005-12-29T10:10:00.000+08:00

HEYee.
lol.

changed layout.
hmm.
is the colour combination weird?
tell me if it is.
i will think of something else then.
haha.
did this like one week before christmas.
and then ignored it to concentrate on my Picture Perfect skin.
submitted yesterday.
but the picture quality is low according to a zillion people.
so i will edit.
hehh. then i got distracted and decided to work on the current layout that im having now.
LOL.
will submit this in blogskins, i guess.
REALLY REALLY.
tell me if it needs improvements.

yeah.
er.
toodles.
=D

and reminder!
help me choose blogadd.
haha.

LOVE. =D

2005-12-28T18:29:00.000+08:00

Kar Yan, based on your responses, your top career area is Fine Arts

Careers in this field often demand that you be a naturally creative person who possesses a unique perspective on the world, and ultimately you want to share that vision with others. Most likely, you have a deep and rich inner world that needs an outlet. Whether you're into music, drama, painting or another artistic field, you probably possess a heightened appreciation for experiencing the world on a sensory level.

lol. the career i should be picking according to my interests. =D
got the link from RAHRAH. xD
haha. but to get the full report, i have to pay.
anyway, here's the link.

and i so did not yell at my dad for spoiling my puzzle.
=/
he's my dad lahh.
i took a look at him and couldnt stand it so i just said nothing.
whatever, i will just have to do my puzzle all over again.
haha.

well.
continue on yesterday.
hmm.
after lunch with ziqian and guoting, qian had to leave.
aawww.
we walked around jurong point for a while only.
she had to meet her sister for a movie.
KINGKONG.
a lot of people told me it's horrible.
but according to ziqian, many said that the movie rocks.
LOL contradicting.
the director from Lord of the Rings lehh.
should be quite good bahh.
though i dont fancy watching a movie concerning a colossal chimp weighing a zillion tons.
=/
hmm.
anyway, after qian left.
ting and i went to compass point.
at SENGKANG. or is it SHENGKANG?
whatever, it's just so damn far.
haha.
well, we just walked around.
ekk. the library there so lousy one.
or is it just me?
i couldnt find a book i like.
hmph.
and i so dearly want to read.
:(
well, not much happened.

oh and i dont know why half my links arent working.
hmm. =/
neither is my tagboard.
oops.

anyway.
REPLY TO TAGS. =)
>>LUTING; merry christmas too! lol. so late liao. and happy new year! :D
>>KRISS & RAHRAH; haha. superheroes need more carbo than average human being ME.
>>HUAN; -_-" changed!
>>JIAYUN & MADALENE; THANKS!!!!! <3<3<3<3<3>>SHIRLEY AHBU; haha. xD AHBU ROCKS TOO.
>>BITTERSWT; good idea. ka-yadayada.blogspot.com. hehh. ask people to vote.

NOTENOTE!
i have decided already.
no response from you all one.
*shakes head*
EH.
you all vote okay.
is KAYA-YAYA.blogspot.com better.
or is KA-YADAYADA.blogspot.com better?

for now, sayonara!
*waggles fingers*

SORRY!

2005-12-27T20:45:00.000+08:00

EDITED!!! -there was one missing paragraph below. god-knows-why. =/

i miss you. i hate you. i miss you.
tears run down, the rain falls down.
but the curse stays on.
you love strangles my heart mercilessly.
and now, you will never be back.
neither will those moments in the dark...
your hot breath against my cheek.

love so beautiful, yet so shattered and gone.
- ha. can write this for the title or something.

hmmmm.
well, that paragraph of crap or poem or whatever thingy you see up there is just some of my random thoughts in words and stuff.
of course, i will continue to edit it to perfection~ xD
okay, not perfection but the best that i can do.
it's for my next blogskin.
just got the idea a while ago while listening to the 7FLOWERS cd that lynette has kindly lent to me. =)
got some of the songs from the drama, AI SHANG QIAN JING MEI MEI.
hah.
anyway, i have not started on my search for images.
real life ones, as in photographs.
some guy leaving a girl anyway.
and yeah, the girl's heartbroken.
yabbertabberblabberBLAARGH.

*sighs*
do i sound horrible?
okay, asking crap.
i feel horrible anyway.
of course, im not heartbroken.
not why i want to make the blogskin lahh.
it's like those erratic mood swings are back or something.
like probably since christmas was approaching and stuff.
=/
school blues or something, i guess.
die lor... secondary 3.
of course, it's not the schoolwork that im all so blue about.
not yet. =X
yeah well, i chose 3e4 for the literature course myself.
ha, you guys are probably saying: "you chose that class and got in, so sad for what?"
hah.
true hor.
EEKK. but I WILL BE ALONE!!!
and isolated. and then forgotten.
okay. not so bad.
but all my supersuper bestbestbest buddies all go different classes!
they dont want literature mahh.
='(
then i dont know anyone in 3e4.
okay, so i know osme of them.
but they still have other friends mahh.
like... weifang will probably be with yining.
then sam with be with all her volleyball friends.
then m sososo sure kaiteng and sara have their own friends too.
SEE. I WILL DIE ALONE!!!
:'(
hai.
but to cheer myself up.
i will think of what this guy has said anyway, forgot who.
he was asked whether he has ever had regrets in his life and all.
then he was like, "that isnt the main thing"
and he continued with "once you make a choice, it's already your responsibility. so make you life better by making the best of everything."
so that means i should study harder for literature and still maintain my results even if im not in 3e1.
haiyoh, i have been in like 4E, 5A, 6A in primary school lehh.
then 101 and 2e1.
:'(
im all alone.
hmm. but literature is my favourite subject mahh.
and i want to persue it even when i enter jc or poly or something by taking up media studies and stuff.
but like a lot of people from 6A studying triple sciences lehh.
feel so inferior studying double sciences lahh.
HMPH.
why the literature class dont have triple sciences one?!
okay lahh, im a demented freak lahh.
to think i want more subjects.
that thought isnt even supposed to cross my mind!
forget i said anything.
>,<" new year. new faces. new friends lahh hor? anyway, new blog add too. help me choose! i kinda like kaya-yaya.blogspot.com
frankly, i think it's really quite cute. xD
haha.

whatever.
anyway, AIYAH, im mad.
i will update about today first.
=.="
i walked all the way to jurong point from my home!!!
ew, so stupid of me lahh!
i was supposed to meet LYNETTE, ZIQIAN and GUOTING today.
go eat at the sushi bar lor.
=D
alina and madeleine couldnt come!
then i asked alina about huan and both of us reckoned that huan was probably busy anyway.
EEWWW, HUAN, WHY YOU ALWAYS SO BUSY ONE?
BLAH.
okay.
so...
in the morning at 9am, after lending my homework to madeleine and cindy..
OH. cindy was wearing a jacket when i met her.
SIAO eh.
SO HOT LOR!
X_X
EH. i should start from here and tell you all about my carelessness and forgetfulness and madness.
i was supposed to lend madeleine my maths holiday homework(that cresent girls exam paper) and lend cindy my english homework.
er, so when cindy reached the bus stop where we planned to meet, she called me.
then i "ORHH, okay. COMING!"
pick out my homework then go to the bus stop le.
then when i reached the lift, i remembered some of the notes from ms ng that i was also supposed to pass to madeleine.
er, the notes that i apparently forgot.
then i was like, "DIE, JUMIYATI, CAN HELP ME TAKE?!"
hehh. jumiati is my maid. =)
very nice maid too.
then i er, was supposed to meet her downstairs too.
but i was so flustered, i forgot that too.
=X
yeah, throw eggs at me if you want.
so i hurried to the bus stop lor.
it's not nice to keep people waiting, you know. xD
then hehh, saw cindy and madeleine lor.
and we started chatting happily.
halfway through, "DIE, i think i never tell my maid that im at the bus stop!"
cindy was like rolling her eyes and LOL-ing.
hehh.
so i just guessed that my maid was downstairs, probably completely at a loss at what to do.
*blushes with guilt*
called my brother to go downstairs and tell my maid to come to the bus stop.
=X
my maid came eventually and said that she went to another bus stop.
made me more guilty okay!
haiyoh. so mad, cindy and i chatted a bit more.
then i went home to watch SHAO NIAN TE GONG DUI!
yeah~ SHAO WEI! xD

haha. watched till 10.50am.
hehh. so i was late.
because i had to be at jurong point by 12noon.
*sighs*
doesnt matter anyway.
cause ziqian and guoting were latee too.
X_X
haha, good anyway.
since i wasted a lot of time walking there too.
hai, you all laugh at my story when i finish explaining okay.
my ez-link is value-less.
negative 30cents. lol.
i got $5 from my dad to top up lor.
so should be no problem right?
i forgot that i had to reach the interchange/mrt station before i can top it up.
and how can i do that?
take a bus to the mrt station first.
but I HAD NO COINS.
and my ez-link still negative value lehh!
X_X
GOSH!
i only realised after i tore across the road to the bus stop, through a shortcut that my cousin(kai) ran with me once, and to the bus.
='(
*sobs tragically*
i managed to catch up to the bus and was saying my thanks to all the gods i knew before realising my ez-link had no value.
so the most sensible thing to do is to go exchange my notes for some change with a kind soul.
but nobody at the bus stop have.
actually there was just one elderly woman.
then an old man came by.
O.O
all old ones, i feel so bad and embarrassed trying to get some coins from them.
but i didnt ask from that old man.
he was smoking.
*cough cough*
then a group of teenagers.
loads of tattoos, piercings and smoking.
HUH, i decided to wait for more passer-bys or people wanting to take the bus.
but no more came.
O.O
er, then i was like so frustrated lahh.
SEE! im turning mad already!
:'(
then i decided that if i were to become mad, might as well do a good job out of it.
X_X
walk to jurong point mahh.
no biggy.
YEAH RIGHT.
i was practically barbequed by the scorching sun.
so i cursed at myself.
and tried all the shortcuts i could see.
lucky i didnt choose that detour route.
well hey, this is the first time that i have walked to jurong point!
actually, i ran.
i was so late lahh!
15 minutes late actually.
30minutes if i walked, probably.
REALLY HOT.
SINGAPORE!
why situated near the equator?!

EDITED; i dont know why this paragraph disappeared. argh. stupid day.
so i reached jurong point anyway.
but NOBODY was there YET.
ziqian and guoting were late as i have said earlier.
BUT LYNETTE!
GOD. she said i didnt tell her the time we were supposed to meet?
*groans* but why didnt you ask me?
i thought you knew!
i sent you so many sms-es in the morning!
you could have gone with us too!
:'(
anyway.
i was frantic when i reached jurong point cause none of them were them.
sms-ed ziqian and guoting first.
cause i was really worried i forgot something again.
X_X
and i kept repacing my steps at the newspaper stand where i was waititng.
er, and realised people were staring at me so i stopped.
BLAH.
ziqian and guoting came anyway.
then i told them i was supersuper HOT.
we were about to move until this man stopped us.
you know, those trying to get you to do surveys or donate money.
it never means anything good anyway.
so i tried to pretend i didnt know ziqian and guoting.
hehh... and walked away.
well, obviously i failed.
guoting too.
xD
the guy was like(to me): come back!
I SHOULD HAVE RAN OFF!
it isnt like he will chase me what.
hmph.
that guy!
FILTHY BOOTLICKER.
okay, first he shook our hands and asked for our names.
so i said my name is MICHELLE.
LOL.
sounds fun mahh.
might as well make a few moments of pain worth laughing about.
xD
okay lahh, that was stupid.
lol. but worthwhile to just see ziqian try to stifle back a laugh lor.
xD
anyway, the guy had this really flattering conversation opener for ziqian.
he told qian that he liked her hands.
scumbag.
anyway, he said he only had a survey for us.
FILTHY BOOTLICKING LYING SCUM!

1st question: if you see a hungry kid, what would you do?
my answer: find the kid's parents lor.
that liar: but will you provide the kid with food?
my answer: DUH. of course. (okay, fine, i didnt say DUH)
________________________________
2nd question: er, what was it?
i really forgot le lahh.
EH, i remember again. hehh. xP
2nd question: how much do you spend in a month?
my answer: (same as guoting) $4 per day
that liar: so let's say that it's about $150)he included transportation)
OH! he also said girls spends a lot of money.
is that why he is picking on teenage girls like us?! DAMN!
my answer: yeah.
________________________________
3rd question: so if i were to ask you to donate #10 in a month, will you do it?
okay, so we girls looked at each other uncertainly and...
our answers: yeah, i think so.
that liar: it has to come out of your heart, not your mouth~
it's just 30cents per day.
our answers: oh really? then we'll probably do it.

well, obviously, you can see where this led to.
donations. filthy bootlicking liar. some survey you've got. *smirks*

that liar: then will you donate now?

FOUR QUESTIONS LIAO LAHH!

us: huhh? now?
that liar: you three can all put together that $10 which can provide a kid(clearly memorised) his transportation/education/food/bills BLAHBLAHBLAH. alot okay. me: *given up and irritated* you guys any cash?
that liar: who has a $10 note? you can settle the calculations later.

then he tried peering into my wallet.
ARGH. of course, i have that $10.
but that was for treating my buddies at the sushi bar later. i promised them, you know.
so i pulled out the $5 note(that i was supposed to return my dad!) and said to the liar that i only have this.
wished i said "quit staring at my wallet, buster!"
lol. ziqian pulled out another $5.

that liar: (to guoting) i like your hair.

nahh, he didnt compliment me which is good.
at least he is honest about not liking me.
hmph.
told you i should have ran when he called me back.
front and end of the conversation very sweet lines right?
argh. hypocrite.

i was really HOT by then.
hmph.
you should try frying an egg on my head.
at the sushi bar, i gulped down the first half of my lemon tea in a second.
no kidding.
i refrained myself from gulping down the rest of my tea because i still needed it later.
then er, when we ate our sushi, i put too much wasabi on my first sushi.
ADVICEADVICE: if you want to commit suicide, dont do it by stuffing yourself with wasabi. very painful death.
*sighs*
mad day right?

AND IT'S NOT THE END YET.
MY DAD MESSED UP THE PUZZLE THAT I SO PAINFULLY PIECED TOGETHER IN THREE HOURS!
I WAS DONE WITH MINNIE MOUSE'S HEAD ALREADY!
HE DID IT ON PURPOSE ALREADY!
THAT DOES IT.
IMM GOING TO YELL AT HIM.
GOOD FOR VENTING MY ANGER.
I WILL COME BACK AND CONTINUE.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
DAMN!

=/ wadda hell.

2005-12-22T12:52:00.000+08:00

damn!
really, what's wrong with people?!
i just submited my Hilary Duff skin happily.
then i see anniekinz and june11 giving me 5 stars.
i hope happily that there's more of those 5.

and then one whole bunch of people gave my skin a rating of 4 or 4.5
hmm.
lemme count.
5 people actually.
one of them even gave me 3.5.
all of them rated almost at the same time.
i click refresh and TADAH.
my ratings get pulled down from 5 to 4.36 in one second.
O.O
forget it if it's just one person.
but 5 PEOPLE!
and all of them said my skin is unique.
my skin is special!
THEN WHY DID THEY GIVE ME THAT RATING?!
i could have taken a knife and torn them to pieces.
it's so unfair.

i clicked on all those blogskin users and three of them has NEVER submitted a skin!
one of them just joined blogskins in march.
then there's another one that ONLY joined blogskins yesterday.
she said the filmroll with images of Hilary looks squashed.
HMPH. i think she needs a pair of specs for her impaired eyesight.
:'(
the filmroll was the part whereby i put in the most effort!
STUPID CRUSTY BLIND OLD BAT.

*huffs and puffs*
*growls*
hmph.
it's even raining now.
sad day really.
*sighs*
:(
okay, might as well cheer up now and talk about something else.
im still thinking about my new blog add.
i havent really been thinking hard.
neither have i really decided if i will include the word, KAYA.
but...
hmm.
i will think of MANY MANY blog adds that i can have, then i will decide.
:D hmmmm.
kaya-yaya.blogspot.com
i thought of this while hugging my bear. xD YAYA. hmm. YA. that's the chinese pronounciation for duck. quacking kaya sounds fun.
kaya-licious.blogspot.com
kaya is delicious. =)
kaya-history.blogspot.com
since my blog show updates on my life, it's abit like recording history or something. maybe my descendents will read my blog. xD but i dont really like history. oh whatever. OHOH. or maybe i can have:
rewinded-kaya.blogspot.com
ohh, winded. blended.
blended-kaya.blogspot.com
snowblended-kaya.blogspot.com
:D was inspired by an image of a snowman.
hehh.
sticky-kaya.blogspot.com
hmm. is kaya sticky? i think it's kinda smooth actually.
barbequed-kaya.blogspot.com
lol. this one is crap.
kaya-starryskies.blogspot.com
xD i like stars.
kaya-toast.blogspot.com
suggested by icy! :D
kayaking-.blogspot.com
suggested by RAH! hoho.
kaya-addicted.blogspot.com
kaya-feisty.blogspot.com

dont know.
but for blog adds without the word, KAYA.
well, how about...
this's hard. xD
_________________________________________
resplendent.blogspot.com
fairy-glitter.blogspot.com
rewind-ed.blogspot.com
star-glitter.blogspot.com
nightsky.blogspot.com

well.
you guys can help me think of more.
xD
hmm.
i think im in a better mood right now.
:)

ciao.

HELLO. =D

2005-12-12T13:52:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
:D

er hmm.
i have decided..
not to reply my tags afterall.
=X
well because they date all the way back to mid-november.
and replying them now seems kinda useless, you know.
so anyway.

just look at the
LIST OF PEOPLE WHO CHANGED THEIR BLOG ADDRESSES
HELENA
KRISS
CYNTHIA
PRUNELLA
LIHUAN
JACKY
ALETHIA
ICY

GOSH.
alot right?
8 in all.
LOL.
you know, i think i will be changing my blog address too.
xD
hehh.
same reason as PRUNELLA.
=D
new year new start so new address.
^^

OH NO.
i gotta go.
TATA.

my birthstone! xD

2005-12-05T15:47:00.000+08:00

Your birthstone represents COURAGE! You stand
up to bullies, whether they threaten you, your
family, or your friends. You're never a coward.
Olden Day Myths
People used to believe aquamarines could protect
sailors and their ships from disasters at sea.
The aquamarine was considered a gem that could
heal many illnesses affecting the stomach,
liver, jaws, and throat. It was also believed
to be an antidote against poison.

What does Your Birthstone say About You?
brought to you by Quizilla

=D HOHOHO.

2005-12-02T15:04:00.000+08:00

You're BELLE from BEAUTY AND THE BEAST!
Warm, kind and caring, you always bring out the
best in others, but tend to keep to yourself
and a few close friends who you love dearly.
You love books and dream of fairytale
adventures. You know that beauty lies within
and don't depend on looks alone. You think it's
good to be individual and different to others,
but don't go out of your way to be rebellious
- you just naturall stand out. You're a strong
person, but also ladylike and intelligent. You
look forward to change. You'd definitely break
the Beast's spell.
Certain as the sun, rising in the East, tale as
old as time, song as old as rhyme, Beauty and
the Beast...'

Which Disney Princess Are You?
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I LOVE PARIS! =D

2005-12-02T14:51:00.000+08:00

You Belong in Paris

Stylish and a little sassy, you were meant for Paris.
The art, the fashion, the wine, the men!
Whether you're enjoying the cafe life or a beautiful park...
You'll love living in the most chic place on earth.

What City Do You Belong In?

CHOCOALTE!!

2005-12-02T14:29:00.000+08:00

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

DAISY.

2005-12-02T14:04:00.000+08:00

You Are a Daisy

You see the world with an artist's eye.
Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments.
You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets.
You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in.

What Flower Are You?

WHEEEEEE~

2005-11-28T18:39:00.000+08:00

OH HOHOHO!
did ALOT of quizzes yesterday.
:D
WHEEEEEE~
going to sentosa tomorrow!!!
HAA!
not sure whether the guys are going though.
oh well.

did a lot of shopping these past few weeks.
anyway, the christmas sale is here already.
so while we(as in my family and I) were outside, my mum brought me around.
you know, SHOPPING.
:D
HOHOHO.
we ate dinner at Newtow Circus.
really, we ate there last week.
-_-"
i have absolutely NO idea why my dad loves that place so much.
it's always the same food that they have there.
all the seafood, loads of satay and otak + oysters.
very unhealthy.
i wonder whether my dad has gone to Newton Circus without us before.
tsktsk.
UNHEALTHY.
i should take furthur actions to force my dad into a diet.
*laughs sadistically*
LOL.
he very fat le lehh.
still eat.
xD
oh well.
at least his tummy is bouncy.
i still remember when there was once when i bounced back on his stomach and prevented myself from falling backwards.
bouncy bouncy bouncy.
LOL.
xD
that was when i was supersuper young, of course.

*GASPS*
i forgot!
I HAVE TUITION!
last lesson.
oh well!

gotta FLY~
toodles!

EKK.
im still excited about harry potter and the goblet of fire.
oh well.
now that i have slightly calmed down a bit, you know, i would feel better if Nike Newell had stayed true to the story.
he promised!
xP
he summarised a lot of the story.
i wouldnt mind seeing Ludo Bagman.
haha.

okay.
BUHBY.

OHHH one more thing!
i bought the Just Like Heaven movie novel!!!
YEAHHHHHH!
okay.
i didnt buy it.
my dad and mum did.
LOL.
my dad paid $10.
my mum paid the rest.
MY DAD LAHH.
he said only pay half the price.
then my mum said "AIYAH, go shopping lahh. i pay the balance."
xD

OKAYOKAY.

NO TIME.
BYEBYE!

lol

2005-11-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

You will achieve -FAME- you are funny, happy,
mysterious and talented. You will probably
achieve a career as a famous
singer/writer/artist/actor/actress because you
inspire people and they love you!

What will you achieve in life? (8 results, great pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

STARBUCKS. =D

2005-11-27T18:02:00.000+08:00

You are very preppy and your ideal drink would be a
white chocolate mocha. You like happy and cute
things.

What Starbucks Drink Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

water!!!

2005-11-27T17:39:00.000+08:00

You are water. You are calm, quiet, shy and give
good advice. In your group of friends you are
the smart one. You are beautiful but only seen
as the "girl next door" to other
people.

What is your Element? (Earth, air , fire, water, light)
brought to you by Quizilla

i like water!
LOL.
xD

LOL.

2005-11-27T17:27:00.000+08:00

Carbophobia - Fear of carbohydrates. You hate
Carbs. You're a very health and sporty person.
You hate hypocrites and show off your figure to
the max.If you got it flaunt it. You are a very
happy person and you are perky and enjoy being
with your friends. You don't like to be alone
and you love hanging out you're a very fun and
outgoing person.

Which strange Phobia would you have?(w/pics guys and girls)
brought to you by Quizilla

LOL.
i dont hate carbohydrates.
-_-"

im a fairy!!! xD

2005-11-27T17:02:00.000+08:00

style="font-family:teen;color:purple;font-size:22px;">A
fairy-You're fun frivolous, and just love to
have a good time. Youre a great friend and you
are entertained very easily. You act
differently in various situations and can be
testy when rubbed the wrong way. You like
adventure to see places, meet new people and
get the full experience of life. Lifes too
short to sit around all day. You like to hang
out with your friends and/or your
boyfriend/girlfriend. You are fun to be around
and people enjoy your company.

What creature are you a reincarnation of?(w/pics guys and girls...as always)
brought to you by Quizilla

dates.

2005-11-27T16:46:00.000+08:00

The Only Thing You Play is "Cool"

It's not that you don't have the skills to juggle a few men?

Nope, you just lack the desire.

You prefer dating to be a simple one on one process.

No games, no other people, no drama - just you and the guy you're getting to know.

Are You a Player? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

LOL.

coffeeeeee~ =D

2005-11-27T16:43:00.000+08:00

You Are a Peppermint Cappuccino

You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new.

However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like.

You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation.

You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please

What Kind Of Coffee Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

engagement ring. LOL. xD

2005-11-27T16:33:00.000+08:00

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Round Diamond!

A round diamond is classic and timeless, just like your style

Your diamond will always look with the times - and goes with everything

Of all diamonds, round diamonds show the most sparkle

They are often chosen by sweet, dependable women who make marriage their #1 priority.

What's Your Dream Engagement Ring? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

signsignsign HOROSCOPE sign. ^^

2005-11-27T16:25:00.000+08:00

You Should Be With a Water Sign!

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces

Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship

And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can

Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing

A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.

What Sign Should You Date? Take This Quiz :-)>

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

YEAHHHHHH.
water sign!!!
hahaa.
*hugs guoting*
LOL.

bride.

2005-11-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

You Will Be an Unconventional Bride!

You're probably the type of girl who never considered getting married - until you met *him*

You're not a big fan of white dresses, church weddings, or cheesy DJ's

That's okay - you'll do it your way... whether that means a Vegas wedding or guys as bridesmen

While you may not toss the bouquet (or have anyone to toss it to), it will still be the most romantic day of your life!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

LOVE! =D

2005-11-27T16:10:00.000+08:00

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen

Peacemaker, first to end a fight

Good at thinking up creative dates

Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily

Going with your gut instead of your head

Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault

Good at recognizing patterns in relationships

Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count

Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love

Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow

Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind

Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

HEY.
this quiz is FUN~
xD
hehehh.

inner eye colour. haha. =D

2005-11-27T16:00:00.000+08:00

Your Inner Eye Color Is Green

You're off-scale unique and creative - just like green eyes

You're peaceful, relaxed, and easy to be around

You've got an exotic flair that draws men in... with unique beauty.

What's Your Inner Eye Color? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

lol.
my eyes arent that pretty.
haha.
GREEN.
not bad.

shoe shoe SHOES! =D

2005-11-27T15:43:00.000+08:00

You are Barefoot!

You're a total free spirit, go with the flow girl

You can't be restricted by shoes for very long

And unsuprisingly, the same goes for men

Your match is out there - and he's as carefree as you are

What Shoe Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

LOL!
and i was wondering if i could be some really funky boots.
xD

hahaa.

2005-11-27T15:38:00.000+08:00

Not a Jealous Bone in Your Body

You're secure, trusting, and giving with friends and lovers

And while you may have been hurt before, you've bounced back

You're generally happy with your life - and no one's grass is greener than yours

One word of caution: some may see your lack of jealousy as indifference!

Are You Jealous? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

not a girl, not yet a woman.

2005-11-27T15:34:00.000+08:00

Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman

Inside you've got the passion and ideals of a teenager

And your intensity for life is what attracts most of the men you date

You also like to party - and quite often you're the life of the party

You've brought the best of your younger years with you... at least most of the time.

Are You a Girl or Woman? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

LOVE <3

2005-11-24T20:44:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEEE~
the neoprints that were taken yesterday in lot 1 are all below.
=D
*grins*
wish we could take more.
LOL.

hehehh.
im the one in black worr.
KAYA; number 07
MADELEINE and LYNETTE are the ones in white.
Madeleine is #11 while LYNETTE is #09.
ALINA is the one in both blue and white, number 28.
xD

HOHOHO.
=D
time to watch tv!
WHEEEEEE~

EEKKKKK.
im still addicted to the songs, especially Beautiful Soul and Because You Live, by Jesse McCartney.

OHOH!!!
and one more thing!
i got back ALL the MEDIATOR books from ziqian!!!
YEAHHHHH!!!!!
now i can read them a zillion times until the books tear apart and no one will care.
oh, but i wouldnt want the books to tear.
CRAP.
im talking crap.
okay.
TELEVISION!!!
lol.
my eyesight is deteriorating by the day.
especially now that i have SCV Cable TV.
WHEEEEEE~
i can watch WAN QUAN YU LE and SHAO NIAN TE GONG DUI!
xD
LOL.

okay.
really gotta buzz.
BUHBY.

lovelovelove from ME; KARYAN.

YEAHHHH!!!!

2005-11-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEEE~
I LOVE HARRY POTTER and the GOBLET OF FIRE!!!
xD
hehehh.

okay.
sooooo~
im here to update.
but not on everything lahh.
time constraint of only half an hour.
i wanna watch tv mahh!!!
=P
WHEEEEEE~
OHOH!
i will talk about today first.

discovery number one.
i found out that im in love with MIKE NEWELL!!!
WHEEEEEE~
in case you dont know, he's the director of the movie.
WHEEEEEE~
HARRY POTTER!!!!!
MIKE IS SUCH A GREAT GREAT GREAT DIRECTOR.
this movie is really better than the other 3 Harry Potter movies man!
the effects like the lights and decorations and EVERYTHING are so WOAHHH!!!
spectacular. magnificent. fantastic. fabulous.
OHH. SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPEALIDOCIUS.
xD
really really.
besides the wonderful effects, there's still some of the funny parts.
Goblet of Fire is supposed to be a very serious movie lor.
but then we could still laugh in some parts.
LOL!!!
when Hagrid and Madame Maxime danced, it's so hilarious okay!!!
xD
oh gosh, i sound like a blabbering freak right now.
SO NICEE.
aye.
but im not supposed to be happy hor?
ARGH.
i HATE WORMTAIL.
disgusting rat.
and Cedric died!
okay, i know i've read the books and i know all the endings already.
but it was so horrible watching cedric die all over again.
SOBSOB.
he was innocent lehh.

oh well.
i shouldnt be here saying so much.
i will be spoiling everything you know.
HOHOHO.
if you want to know all the details of the movie, go watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire IMMEDIATELY!!!
HAHAHAHAHA.
lol.
a lil advertising.
=D

SO NICE.
gosh.
*faints*

summarise.
before the movie, i took neoprints with alina, lynette and madeleine!!!
WHEEEEEE~
at lot 1.
i kinda like them.
so nice too.
:D
i wanna take more neoprints.
MORE MORE MORE!!
BWAHAHAHAAS.
oops.
i got carried away.
OH WHEEEEEE~
i feel so HAPPY. ELATED. EXCITED. FLOATYYY.
oh yes yes yes.
i feel so happy.
i might just float away.
WHEEEEEE~
xD
okay okay.

that's about all.
i took neoprints.
arrived late at jurong point.
watched harry potter and the goblet of fire!!!
WHEEEEEE~
and then we went home.
LOL.
=P

really gotta go.
it's 9.21pm!!!!!!
i need to watch Rainbow Connection.
hehh.

BUHBY!

oh MUACKS!!!
I LOVE EVERYONE.
WHEEEEEE~

im so happy
im so glad that
i LOVE YOUUUUUUU~

WHEEEEEE~

HOHOHO.
IM SO HAPPY!!!
FLOAT FLOAT FLOAT.
HAPPY HAPPY ME.

HAPPY HARRY FAN!!!
WHEEEEEE~

ohoh.
im also so super glad that i finished explaining everything about the movie to lynette.
cause she never read or watch any of the harry potter films before mahh.
:D
feel so accomplished man!!!
HAHAHA.

HAPPY HAPPY MEE~
HAPPY HARRY FAN!!!

HOHOHO.
:D
AHHH.
MIKE NEWELL!!!
WHEEEEEE~

confidence test.

2005-11-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

You're a Confident Chica

You're a total superstar - and you know it
Even if no one else does (in which case you'll remind them)
You hate to admit that you're wrong... even to yourself
Your life is great - and you've thankful for every great thing you have

Are You Confident? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

lip gloss.

2005-11-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

Your Lip Gloss Flavor Is: Cotton Candy

You're a total girly girl who's every guy is sweet on.

You take pleasure in the simple things in life, from cute t-shirts to stuffed animals.

Any guy needs to match your romantic idealism to win your heart, which is why few have.

No wonder Cotton Candy is your signature flavor. It's delicious, sugary, and fun - like you!

What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

-_-"
right.

hmm. =)

2005-11-21T23:36:00.000+08:00

You Attract A Good Amount of Guys

While you may not get the most offers in the room,

You've got a good thing going - dating wise

You could flirt more and dress up a bit to attract more guys

But in general, you are doing just fine!

Are You Attractive? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

girlfriend

2005-11-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!

Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.

If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.

You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

What Kind Of Girlfriend Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

OOOOLALA.
im perfect~
LOL.
xD

PJs

2005-11-18T12:56:00.000+08:00

The PJ's You Are Most Like: Comfortable PJ's

You're a bit conservative, traditional, and tend to follow conventions
You have an understated, easy sexyness that men love
People instantly find comfort in you, and you're a "best friend" to many.

What Kind of PJ's Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

CHOCOLATE!!! xD

2005-11-18T12:53:00.000+08:00

You Are Chocolate Ice Cream!

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

im NOT flirty.
bleah~

LOL.

2005-11-18T12:44:00.000+08:00

You Are Ashlee Simpson!

Stylish, unique, talented
You're your own woman!
"It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels"

Who's Your Inner Rock Chick? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

hey~
COOL.
xD
i like Ashlee Simpson!!!
bwahahahahahas!

SUMMER!

2005-11-18T12:40:00.000+08:00

You Are Summer!

Outgoing
Friendly
Flirty
Cute
Fun

What Season Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

BLUEEE! =D

2005-11-18T12:36:00.000+08:00

Your Power Color Is Blue

Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you.
You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.
If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.
You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

What's Your Power Color? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

luckily, it isnt red.
xD
i like BLUE.
=P

goddess? hahaa.

2005-11-18T12:24:00.000+08:00

You Are Artemis!

Brave, and a natural born leader.
You're willing to fight for what you believe in...
And willing to make tough decisions.
Don't forget - the people around you have ideas too!

What Goddess Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

passion passion.

2005-11-18T12:14:00.000+08:00

Your Passion is Red!

You've got that spark - a good dose of intensity, power, and determination.
You do whatever you want in life ... to hell with what anyone thinks!
With so many interests and loves, you're always running around doing something new.
You have fire in your eyes, and it shows. Bet you're even wearing something red!

What Color is Your Passion? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

AM NOT.
i dont even like red.
-_-"

sweetheart. lol.

2005-11-18T12:12:00.000+08:00

You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart

You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane.
It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure.
You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance.
You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!

Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?

LOL.

2005-11-18T12:10:00.000+08:00

You Are a Good Girl

You are 80% Good and 20% Bad
Generally speaking, you're a very good girl.
(But you don't have us totally fooled!)

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

LOL.

mememe. =D

2005-11-18T11:57:00.000+08:00

You Are the Girl Next Door!

You're caring, warm, and the girl that nice guys want to marry.
Uncomplicated and simple, you've got an easy going attitude guys love.
But this doesn't mean you're dull - far from it!
You're a great conversationalist, and you're an expert at living the good life.

What Kind of Girl Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

WEEEEEE~
xD
see.
i can enjoy lifeee.

FIVE~ 5 5 5 5 5 ^^

2005-11-17T11:38:00.000+08:00

LOL.
kana sabo-ed by JOYCE.
xD
haha.

Rules of the game!
1. post five weird/random stuff about yourself
2. at the end of your post, list the names of 5 people who you want
3. next to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

Five weird/random stuff about myself.
1) im so INTERESTED in everything featuring Jesse McCartney after reading THE MEDIATOR by Meg Cabot. lol. the character in the story is also named Jesse mahh. xD
2) i totally hate acting demure. (you know, i was suffering at the wedding dinner i attended last weekend) i was so fake with the smiles.
3) i like to think that my dad is a total pig(at least he's fat enough). xD
4) im TALLER than joyce. *laughs sadistically* BWAHAHAHAHAHA. =D
5) I LOVE MYSELF!!! especially my horoscope. LOL.

Next 5 to do this quiz.
sabo different people liao.
UP NEXT.
MADALENE! weeeee~
and then MADELEINE? lol.
hmm. how about asuka!!!
yes yes.
ohh and of course alina.
last but not least...
*drum rolls*

*drum still rolling*

*stops rolling*

i also dont know lehh.
xD
kidding lahh.
sabo people this kind of thing.
i very pro one okay.
i have many people on my hands to sabo sia.
ANGELLA. do this quiz!
LOL.
okay.
now for the tagging.
-_-"
OH one more random thing about me.
i want to kill JOYCE for sabo-ing me.
lol.
you naughty lil penguin.
*joyce flares up*
*karyan flies away from the yelling joyce*
*karyan sticks out tongue at joyce*
xD
haha.
okay people.

BUHBY.

quiz. LOL.

2005-11-17T11:36:00.000+08:00

EDITED EDITED!!!
+ RESUBMITTED.

lol. for the edited part.
go to the veryvery end of this post.
=D

okay.
i was singled out by Joycelyn(someone you guys dont know).
so i guess i will do this then.
=)

Copy and paste the questions to your site and answer them, then pick five people whom you wish to be Singled Out.
Don't forget to tell them they've been Singled Out.

1.You get one wish of anything, what would you ask for?
Currently, it has to be more cash for my shopping.
OOPS. xD but i want the Just Like Heaven novel!!!
AHHHH!

2. What animal would you be?
horse!!! GALLOP AWAY~ woohooo~ or maybe i will be a bird. a nice and pretty one(different from the real fugly me). =X
hmm, how about a Ruby-throated Hummingbird? yeahh!!! it's quite nicee.
haha. not exactly ruby-throated too. for females, it's white.
LOL. xD

3. Something you want to do in your life:
i have no idea right now. how about fufil all the dreams i will ever have?
lol. lame.

4. One time there were these Ninjas... (finish the statement):
that invited me to their serect underground hideout for some pizza and a boxing lesson to finish my brother off when he irritates me.

5. One song you could listen to over and over again:
HAHA.
Jesse McCartney: Beautiful Soul.
WOOHOO~
LOL. xD

6. Coke or Pepsi?
honestly, i have not found a difference between the two. but i will take Coke.
always have been. coke coke coke. sound very nice when said. lol.

7. Something you currently desire:
cash to get all my desires. lol. cds and books and clothes.
WHOOPEE~
xD heh. i sound very money-faced right? i know.
aww, it's just some daydreaming. haha.

8.What's a "mastoid"? (Take a guess no peeking in a Dictionary):
i have absolutely no idea.
but i have a very strong feeling that this word contains a meaning that is very er... RA and NC16?
lol. forget it. i will go check the dictionary.
but im not saying the meaning here. more people are doing this quiz right?
*evil laughter bursts out from KARYAN*

9. One good deed you've done lately:
ehh.
help Weifang make her blogskin?
lol. it's no much not a good deed actually.
more for myself.
had fun making it. haha.

10. A funny Moment in your life:
that's hard.
i dont remember.
have a lot of funny moments in life. lol.
like when i got licked on the face by my cousin's aunt's dog.
Shabby is the dog. haha. VERY CUTE de okay.
xD lol. but it's the kind that ZIQIAN and GUOTING...
okay, the big barking kind of dog that everyone gets afraid of.
-_-"

okay.
so people i will single out.
easy.
EH.
im giving you guys something to update about!
HAHA.
xD
LYNETTE; ZIQIAN; GUOTING; LIHUAN; ALINA

haha.
i dont know how.
but i will force alina to blog.
LOL.
she can use my computer if her one gets sent to the hospital.
xD

EDITED PART: Alina isnt doing this quiz.
i sabo her to do another one lahh.
JOYCE HO! you are doing this one.
i told you i will sabo you liao.
HAHAHAHAHA.
xD

Because You Live

2005-11-16T11:53:00.000+08:00

Because You Live
[BY]Jesse McCartney

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live

ekk.
i know lahh.
i keep posting quizzes and lyrics.
xD
JESSE MCCARTNEY.
YEAHHHHH~
^^

purple

2005-11-16T11:42:00.000+08:00

Your Aura is Purple

Your Personality: You're a dreamer and visionary. You believe you were put on this earth to do something great.

You in Love: You're very passionate but often too busy for love. You need a man who sees your vision and adopts it as his own.

Your Career: You need a job that helps you make a difference. You have a bright future as a guru, politician, teacher, or musician.

What Color Is Your Aura? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

lol.
lihuan's favourite colour.
hahaa.
=D

ohh.

2005-11-16T11:41:00.000+08:00

You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force.You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle.An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

am i like that?
=/

sensitive

2005-11-16T11:23:00.000+08:00

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of wayYou just get most guys - even if you're not trying toGuys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secretsNo wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

WHY SO PINK AGAIN?
>,<
this quiz is so inaccurate.

ideal career

2005-11-16T11:18:00.000+08:00

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic DesignerIllustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's" Your Ideal Career?

YEAHH.
i love this one too~
xD

PISCES

2005-11-16T11:16:00.000+08:00

You are 80% Pisces

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
YEAHH.
im 80% PISCES!!!
xD

pink heart. -_-"

2005-11-16T11:05:00.000+08:00

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.

Your flirting style: Coy

Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park

Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant

What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

im SO NOT pink.
hehh.
but at least my flirting style is coy.
which means reserved.
see, i dont flirt.
LOL.
xD

kisses. lol.

2005-11-16T10:23:00.000+08:00

innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way

What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

okay.
so im cute and sweet.
-_-"

HELLO.

2005-11-09T12:47:00.000+08:00

*appears within a thick cloud of smoke*
:P
see; i can do magic.
LOL.

im re-reading the whole Harry Potter series.
maybe twice.
or maybe thrice.
i dont know.
xD
HEHE.
well, maybe until the time whereby ZIQIAN finally returns me ALL MY MEDIATOR books.
so that i can lend them to LYNETTE.
and then when lynette's done with reading all of them;
i will re-read THE MEDIATOR for 10times straight.
lol.
maybe im exaggerating.
oh, i dont know either.

but the holidays are BORINGG.
SO die i shall, but only, in the arms of books and literature.
*tries to act noble*
HAHA.
xD

okay.
very long time since i have updated.
hehh.
*blushes with embarrassment*

oh well.
there's still a lot of stuff that i havent said about.
and all this stuff, happened before the holidays.
OOPs. xD
okay.
so here's a summary.

the drama class that i auditioned for;
was horrible.
oh, i didnt get in.
BUT.
a sore loser, i may sound like.
BUT GOD!
how can i not feel sore?!
i memorised my scripts.
on the day of auditions, i was well-dressed.
oh well, at least i tucked in and i didnt fold my skirt or anything.
i had my collar badge.
i didnt faint in front of the teachers. x)
so WHY did someone(the 2nd character in the script) else,
who folded in her blouse and skirt and DID NOT memorised her scripts get into drama class?
OH GOSH.
and mrs kwok did scold her, NOT ME.
does my acting suck so much?
i mean if both of us didnt get in, i wouldnt even care.
:/
but how can i lose to a person who didnt even have the decency to hide the fact that she tucks out or folds her skirt regularly?
and all she did was dramatised reading.
HMPH.
madeleine was there too.
aawwww, madeleine dear, im sad.
:'(
SOBSOB.
nevermind.

but the keyboard class was really LAME.
prodikeys keyboard.
=/
YIKES.
that teacher cant teach for nuts.
all she said was OH, try to play the music with your five fingers.
OH GOD!
she didnt even teach the basics!
like which key is the C, D and stuff.
honestly, the keyboard wasnt that great either.
it has only a few functions that are so useless for beginners.
the stupid keys only warrants unnecessary trouble.
GOSH, you play the chords by pressing on keyboard buttons such as F1 and F2.
O,O
ohno.
this post is full of complaints.
let's talk about something else.
AIYAHH.
but there's still another sad thing.
=1

MRS KONG IS LEAVING HUAYI!
X_X
yes, after the six years she's been with huayi and the 2 years i have known her.
life's so unfair.
=/
she broke down and hugged ALL the teachers when she said goodbye.
hmm.
okay not ALL.
she only hugged the female ones.
she shook hands with the guys.
MR SEOW was so CUTE lor.
LOL.
he waved at us when he went up the stage.
xD
oops, sorry.

so all the bad news all over and done with..
ehh.
i think i will just go off.
i sososo promise to update my blog on FRIDAY, i guess.
when my brother is AWAY at school.
WOOHOOO~
xD
hehh.
i know i know.
i have been slacking away from my duties as a responsible blogger.
LOL.
i cant update tomorrow lahh.
:P
im going to ALINA LAOPO's house to complete ALL our homework.
then we will PLAY PLAY PLAY.
:D

so TATA.
hmm.
and one more thing.
HONGJIE IS A DEMENTED FREAK.
okay, sorry.
he is not.
=X
HongJie, im just joking.
dont take offence worr.
x)
but i cant believe that i have found someone who loves maths and science.
or someone who takes it as a compliment when their html codes get ripped off.
or even someone that reads an encyclopedia during the holidays.
oh, i think Yan Jie is doing the same stuff.
OHOH.
they have also started on studying secondary 3 stuff.
>,<

*faints*
PROFESSIONAL.
okay.
BUHBY.

Jesse McCartney

2005-11-08T13:40:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Soul
[BY] Jesse McCartney

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You beautiful soul, yeah

hehh.
love this song.
xD

keys to my heart. <3

2005-11-04T18:17:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

hehh.

i like this test the most.

zZz.

2005-11-04T17:56:00.000+08:00

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are confident and ready to tackle life.
You are pretty vain and happy with your physical appearance.
You are born to be the center of attention, and you're unhappy on the sidelines.
You're always up for trying something new - in and out of bed!

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

LOL.

i suppose this is something good.

hahaa.

KELLY!!!! WOOHOO!!! hahaa. =D

2005-11-04T17:44:00.000+08:00

Kelly Clarkson Shares Your Taste in Music

See her whole playlist here (iTunes required)

Which Musician (or Group) Shares Your Taste in Music?

HAHAA.
can i join American Idol too?
=P
nice.
i like Kelly Clarkson.
<3<3<3<3<3
*starts singing breakaway*
LOL.

machiavellian

2005-11-04T17:37:00.000+08:00

You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!

How Machiavellian Are You?

NICE. =D

2005-11-04T17:36:00.000+08:00

Your Japanese Name Is...

Reiko Shimizu

What's" your Japanese Name?

NICEE.
REIKO SHIMIZU.
I LIKE.
NO, I LOVE.
xD

EMO ROCKER.

2005-11-04T17:27:00.000+08:00

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

YEAHH!!!
xD
IM AN EMO ROCKER.
but i think ELMO ROCKER SOUNDS NICE TOO.
=DDDDDDDDD

im NICE. xD

2005-11-04T17:24:00.000+08:00

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

am i supposed to cheer?
hahaa.

50:50

2005-11-04T17:09:00.000+08:00

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

i think i wont comment on this one.
-____-"
but im NOT a eunuch.
HMPH.

STUFFED WITH TESTS. lol.

2005-11-04T16:51:00.000+08:00

Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate

You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great.
One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog...
And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes.
Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

see, im artistic.
xD
hahaa.
ego ego!!!
LOL.

HARRY POTTER. =D

2005-11-04T14:19:00.000+08:00

^^
went on the net to search some stuff about Harry Potter.
found MuggleNet.
LOL.
a net for muggles like me.
-_-"
hahaa.
there's loads of stuff.

i just found out that the Hogwarts' school motto, "Draco Dormiens Nunquam Titillandus," means, "Never tickle a sleeping dragon."

and..

If placed in front of a mirror, the inscription on the Mirror of Erised ("Erised stra ehru oyt ube cafru oyt on whosi") reads, "I show not your face but your heart's desire."

Hermione's birthday is September 19th, Ron's is March 1st.
meaning that Ron is a piscean too.
=P

Dean Thomas's father was killed by Death Eaters when he refused to join them. Neither Dean nor his mother know this.
yucks. that's so horrible. =X

There is more to the cats in the story (Crookshanks, Mrs. Figg's cats, Mrs. Norris, etc.) than meets the eye.
i was wondering whether JK Rowling is a cat lover. -_-" haha.

Fred and George Weasley were born on April Fool's day (no joke).
makes sense.

On J.K.Rowling's Official Site,

i found out that Errol is a Great Gray.
She thinks that a Great Gray is the most comical looking owl in the world.
in my opinion, *shudders*, i think the Great Gray is kinda scary-looking.
the eyes looks kinda weird.
>,<

okay.
there's so much stuff to see.
i think i will stop here.
OHMY.
it's so interesting.
the name origins section is what i like best, i guess.
there'e still so much stuff to explore.
LOL.
i thought the movie will be out on 17 of November.
on the internet, it says 18 of November.
aww.
doesnt matter.
i think i will watch it on 22nd of November.
=P
and then buy the DVD when it's released.
HAHA.

MuggleNet.com is a very good starting place to find out about the Harry Potter Series, i guess.
LOL.
anyway, it's the holidays.
no harm done.
i have got loads of time.
xP

BUHBY.

uptown girl.

2005-11-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

You Are Downtown

You're a funky spirit that requires freedom to live.
Your city girl persona needs adventure, diversity, and great pizza.

Are You Uptown or Downtown?

hats. hatty. hathathat.

2005-11-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

Your Hat Personality Is A

Beret

What Hat Are You?

sandals.

2005-11-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

You are Wedge Sandals

Bohemian and sexy
You're a free spirit - both in life and in fashion
You have a style all your own, and it turns heads!

What Kind of Sandal Are You?

-_-"
how flattering.

kissing. HAHA.

2005-11-03T22:39:00.000+08:00

You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connect

And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy

It may take you a while to kiss someone...

But when you do, it's total fireworks

What's Your Kissing Style?

lol.
pretty interesting results.
xP

diva.

2005-11-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

You're Part Diva

You know that a girl's gotta work it to get her way in the world.
And while you aren't about to throw a tantrum at every turn...
You do amp up the drama when you know you need it.
You mix charm, honesty, and kindness to get ahead.

Are You a Diva?

lol.

2005-11-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.
You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?

lol.
so am i supposed to be girlie?

fire.

2005-11-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

Your Element is Fire

Your power color: red

Your energy: hot

Your season: spring

Like a fire, you are full of power and light.
A born leader, you easily draw people toward you.
You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous.
You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.

What Element Are You?

ohmy,
i thought i would be water.
afterall, im pisces.
hahaa.
xD
lol.
nevermind.
gosh.
but i have a super huge ego.
=P

shake your bootie. HAHA.

2005-11-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

You Are Furry Boots

They're not just boots. They're your dancing shoes!

What Kind of Boots Are You?

hehh.
i dont mind furry.
sounds nice and fun.
LOL.

nail polish, anyone?

2005-11-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

Your Nail Polish Color is Red

How you're unique: You have an incredible eye for style and art
Why your style rocks: You are classic and classy - and that's hot!
What this color says about you: "I'm smart, sassy, and sexy. And I know it."

What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

LOL.
very unique test.
hahaa.
did this out of boredom.
found it at imperfections's(ellise) blog.
lol.
i cant believe that im red when i sort of hate it so much.
it's just so RED.
a wee bit shocking to me.
on to the next test.
haha.
^^

FRIENDS FOREVER! =D

2005-11-01T18:07:00.000+08:00

[click here to see bigger image]

FRIENDS FOREVER!!!
first row(person); JIAYU. hahaa. =D
second row from the right; LIHUAN MADELEINE ZIQIAN ALINA
third row from the left; LYNETTE KARYAN(me) GUOTING
HAHAHA.

LOTS OF LOVE.
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

suffering from amnesia. lol.

2005-11-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

things that i have lent to others

seriously, it's a long list.
and it's so hard to remember all of that.
anyway.

- 5566 c'est si bon
- ge dou tian wang comic book 1
- ge dou tian wang comic book 2
- linkin park meteora
- linkin park collision course
- mediator 4 (and very soon, 5 & 6)
- judy moody (book)
- maplestory installation cd
- ayumi hamasaki dvd
- taufik blessings cd

oh gosh, i know there's more but i cant remember.
i think i will update this list when i remember.
oh yeah!
my ayumi dvd.
and maybe still somemore.

things yet to be returned to others
- jay chou cd
- 5566 address book
- jstars soundtrack
- wang zi bian qing wa part 1
- 80cents (lol)
- secret love short stories(i didnt even read the second page)
- rain and tears comic book

i think there's somemore too.
aww.
i will update when i recall what they are.
lol.

IM BORED!!!!!!!

2005-10-31T22:16:00.000+08:00

OH GOSH.
i have no idea why, but photobucket keeps resizing the images i upload into a smaller size.
it's irritating me a lot.
oh well.
forget it.
i think i will go look for another hosting web or something.
why must photobucket be declaring a war with me?
awww.
i want a truce.
lol.

anyway.
the holidays are driving me nuts.
im so DEAD bored.
>,< first day and im going bonkers.
*sighs*
at least it's a public holiday tomorrow.
maybe my parents will bring me out.
well at least to a place that will occupy me enough to make me feel better.
OH GOD.
IM SO BORED.

TODAY

like most boring days, i switched on the computer.
then i will have no idea what to do.
make blogskins?
like real, when photobucket is challenging me right now.
so i rate skins.
but honestly, i cant do that 24/7.
and my blog looks horrible with this layout.
so i watch my vcds.
and fall asleep watching them.
seriously, i have watched all of them at least twice.
-_-"
really, one day, i will die from myopia for staring too long at the damn television.
TELL ME, PEOPLE.
WHAT CAN I DO AT HOME?

i called alina and had a chat with her.
honestly, im not a very telephone person.
i have always felt that a conversation is much more meaningful when the speakers are chatting face-to-face.
:1

it's not like i cant go out or something.
but i dont like doing stuff alone.
horrible feeling.
like when i go shopping and i find something awesome, i cant share it with anyone.
HOHO.
and im very indecisive when it comes to shopping.
i have no idea what to buy.
i cant go to some theme park or whatever, cause no one will be there to share my joy.
screaming on a roller coaster alone?
HAHAHA.
WHY?!!!
everyone has their own activities.
as in CCAs for lynette and guoting.
alina cant get out of her house.
so what's the point of asking the rest out?
ARGH.
i cant wait to hop to school and help ms dalina, ms aneesah or even mrs lee with the open house.
aww.
i had to reject mrs lee cause i have to help ms aneesah and ms dalina for open house.
=X
so much delicacies that im missing out on.
xP
i like mrs lee's durian puffs.
HAHA.
OH DIE!!!
I FORGOT TO HAND IN MY CONSENT FORM TO MS DALINA.
*SCREAMS*
OH GOD.
HUHH~
*sighs*
guess i have to submit it when i finally see ms dalina.
that isnt very nice.
nevermind.
then i guess i will just have to face the music.
=1

WHATEVER LAHH.
anyway.
i bought
GREEN DAY; american idiot
ENERGY; final fantasy
S.H.E; the rose ost
all yesterday.
and
F.I.R; tong ming zhuan qi(their debut album)
LOL.
tell me im insane.
i dont even feel like listening to them.
i only started on the ENERGY cd.
>,<

*whacks myself on the head* IM REALLY BOREDDDDDDDD.
i finished reading the MEDIATOR series on saturday.
YES, on saturday.
yepp, i bought the MEDIATOR 5 and 6 on friday.
after i sort of yelled at my dad.
or maybe some harsh whispered scolding.
not yelling, i mean, we were in public afterall.
=X
hey, it's his fault that i couldnt get the books at jurong point.
he wouldnt let me go in the morning.
he ORDERED me to go only at night where i will be meeting him for dinner.
damn it, the popular bookstore at jurong point always have limited stock of the MEDIATOR.
i had a horrible feeling that i wouldnt be able to get book 5.
and BOY, i had to be right.
i was so pissed with my dad.
then said that it was all his fault that i couldnt read.
and i was dying from boredom.
yepp, i was dying on friday already.
cant blame me for being short with him.
i really wanted to know what happens between Jesse(super hot hunk), Susannah(mediator as in the protagonist) and Paul(evil villain!!) in book 5 and 6, alright?
lol.
so i told my dad that by hook or by crook, and i dont give a damn about his views, but im going to jurong east to purchase my books.
oh right.
he said that i was being rude.
then started another one of his talks with stuff like, oh, when he gets old, im gonna dump him in the old folks home.
im not such an ingrate okay.
he tends to be extra dramatic on this kind of talks.
let's just ignore him.
-_-"
anyway, i didnt have time for that.
i ignored him and went straight to jurong east without his agreement.
=X
oh well.
at least i got my books.
i gotta say, the MEDIATOR must be the best series or books i have ever read.
lol.
considering that it involves stuff about love, that's a major feat
by this FANTASTIC author, Meg Cabot, remember this awesome writer's name.
xD
i have never really been into books that speak about romance.
i dont know, they can be disgustingly mushy.
i started reading the MEDIATOR 5: Grave Doubts at about 9.40pm.
when i finally found a decent place for reading, MY HOME.
a lot of time was spent on hiring an idiotic cab.
the quene was so LONG.
talk about opposing circumstances.
i wanted to read and the taxi quene had to be so long.
i read till 12 something when my father switched off my bedroom lights on purpose to prevent me for staying up too late, reading the books.
*snickers*
he didnt know that i had long prepared a torch.
:D
so i read in the dark.
but not for long, i was reaching the ending of the story when my dad switched off the lights.
hahaa.
i finished book 6 on saturday morning.
started reading immediately when i woke up at 9pm.
:D
im happy in a way, i guess.
but MORE sad, knowing that the series has sort of ended.
DAMN.
this series is SO SWEET.
i never want it to end.
i reread book 5 and 6 twice.
then i got back book 1 from lynette today.
book 4 is still with guoting.
lol.
im sort of waiting.
because after i get it back, im reading the whole MEDIATOR series 10 times straight.
:D
dont ask why, but i always reread my books.
there's hardly any book that i havent read for 5 times.
especially when i like that book.

HOHO.
i think i sound like a geek here.
i hate(okay, not exactly) the television.
im not very into long chats like most girls.
i like to read books.
okay, i love reading books.
maybe because i have a biological dysfunction.
great huhh?
*smiles sardonically*
but dont worry, i hate books involved with science, history and geography.
well, mostly books that have a connection with school.
i only go into fiction.
:)
so maybe, im not a complete geek, yet.
okay, im talking crap right now.
*YELLS IN AGONY*
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
IM BORED.

right.
this is a very boring post.
in fact, one of the most boring one on my blog.
i think im off.
X_X
buhby.

* i hate to be forgotten
i dont want to be your memory
i want to be something more
like i exist and play a part in your life
dont you get it?

LOVELOVELOVE. =D

2005-10-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASUKA!!! =D
hehh. LOTS OF LOVE! <3<3<3
^^ smile always.

OHMYGOD.

2005-10-26T18:29:00.000+08:00

DONT EXPECT ME TO SAY HI.
BECAUSE THIS GUY JUST HELD MY HAND.
OHMYGOD.
IF YOU ARE THINKING OF A PARTICULARLY ROMANTIC SCENE,
WIPE IT OFF YOUR MIND RIGHT NOW.
OHMYGOD. I CANT STOP SAYING OHMYGOD.
OHMYGOD!!!
*WAILS LIKE A BANSHEE*
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO START THIS.

okay.
LOOK.
TODAY, i took the 99 bus home.
i reached home.
got down the bus.
and i found out that this guy, who held my hand, *whimpers*
also alighted from the same bus.
apparently, to his delight(ONLY FOR HIM), he also discovered that i took the same bus as him.
DID I MENTION THAT HE HAS A FEW LOOSE SCREWS IN HIS BRAIN?!
and im not being sarcastic here or whatever.
because IM TELLING THE TRUTH.
this guy(like god-knows-who) is from the LOONY BIN CLUB.
AND HE IS OBVIOUSLY A COUPLE OF FRIES SHORT OF A HAPPY MEAL!
HE IS MAD.
GET IT, HE IS INSANE.
SO I CAN TELL YA, I WAS SO DAMN SHOCKED WHEN I SAW HIM IN A SCHOOL UNIFORM.
I DIDNT KNOW THAT A DEMENTED PERSON LIKE HIM, WOULD EVEN GO TO SCHOOL!
X_X
i mean like, should he be in the mental institute or something?
im not being horrible or anything.
i mean i have emotions too.
and i had a great load of sympathy for this guy.
BUT HEY.
being mad doesnt mean you can go around holding a girl's hands?!
if you are wondering how i know whether HE has brain damage or something, WELL, this MAD GUY KEEPS WAVING HI AT ME WHENEVER I SEE HIM!
LIKE WHEN IM GOING HOME OR OUT.
WHEN THE LIFT DOOR OPENS AND HE IS OUTSIDE, HE WILL WAVE HELLO AT YOU.
and THE EXPRESSION ON HIS FACE WILL TELL YOU THAT HE IS MAD.
GUOTING HAS SEEN HIM BEFORE TOO.
GUOTING, IF YOU ARE READING THIS, YOU REMEMBER RIGHT?
THIS GUY!
HE IS THE ONE WHO KEPT WAVING HELLO AT YOU WITH THAT DIGUSTINGLY HUGE GRIN, WHEN YOU WERE DOWNSTAIRS AT MY BLOCK!!!
and like i said, i DO HOLD sympathy for the guy.
BUT HOW CAN I NOT FREAK OUT WHENEVER HE COMES NEAR ME.
AND THE EXPRESSION ON HIS FACE, IT'S ALWAYS SO FREAKY.
IT SCARES ANYONE OKAY!
*GULPS*
COME TO THINK OF IT, HE REMINDS ME OF AH SOON, THAT CHARACTER IN THE MAID.
HE RAPED THE MAID IN THE MOVIE.
AND TRUST ME, THIS MAD GUY IM TALKING ABOUT HAS THE POTENTIAL TO BE A RAPIST.
A GUY IS STILL A GUY.
AND IM NOT EXAGGERATING OR WHATEVER OKAY.
HE IS LIKE THIS LECHER OR SOMETHING.
ALRIGHT, I WILL EXPAIN WHAT HAPPEN NOW.
AND YOU WILL BE AS SURE AS BILL GATES THAT THIS GUY IS AS MAD AS A COW.
OHMYGOD.
I CANT BELIEVE HE TOUCHED MY HAND AND STUFF.

OKAY.
*BREATHES IN*
okayokay.
LOOK
ARGHHHHH.
this is what happened.
like i said, i got down from the bus, and so did he.
i was shocked when i saw him in school uniform.
and EVEN MORE so when i saw him waving to his friend in the bus.
I MEAN like, THIS GUY, this CRANKY GUY, ACTUALLY GOT A FRIEND?
okay, forget this.
the thing is, after waving, he turned around and saw me.
i couldnt hide for one thing.
all of it happened so fast.
i was caught up with reading my book.
MEDIATOR 3: MEAN SPIRITS.
so by the time i looked up, he was sort of waving at his friend already.
and honestly, there wasnt anywhere that i could hide.
it's just the busstop and this whole patch of grass, with the school and the roads nearby.
OPEN AREA.
OHHO.
so he saw me.
then i thought it would just be the same like everytime.
he will wave hello to me like always with that really scary grin and then just go away.
BOY, was i so DARN WRONG.
HE DIDNT GO AWAY.
HE CAME OVER TO ME and stuck out his little pinky.
i thought he was pointing at my book.
you know, the MEDIATOR, the book that i had without knowing, put close to my chest in defence of my chastity.
>,<>,<
HE PULLED MY HAND THIS TIME, EVEN WITHOUT MY AGREEMENT YET.
AND LEANED REALLY CLOSE TO ME!
OHMYGOD.
THEN HE SHOOK MY HAND REALLY HARD TOO AND THIS TIME WITH TWO HANDS.
WITH THAT KIND OF SICK LOVING CONCERN.
IM SO NOT KIDDING.
HE LEANED REALLYREALLY CLOSE OKAY!!!
AND YOU KNOW WHAT HE DID.
THAT SICKO ACTUALLY GRINNED AT ME.
SO I DID PUPPY DOG LOOK FOR HIM.
I MEAN BESIDES THAT I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO.
SO I TRIED SMILING THAT STUPID INNOCENT SMILE.
I CANT HELP BUT NOTICE THAT HE HAS REALLY HUGE TEETH.
I THINK HE CAN EVEN BITE A EAR OFF.
*GULPS*
THAT'S NOT SOMETHING TO CHEER ABOUT EITHER.
AND WHEN THE STUPID SNAIL LIFT REACHED SECOND FLOOR.
HE SORT OF FORCED MY HIS AND MY HANDS TOWARDS MY LIPS.
WITH HIS HAND ON TOP OF COURSE.
SO IF I REALLY KISSED, IT WOULD BE HIS HAND.
THEN I SUDDENLY REALISE, THAT'S SORT OF WHAT MALAYS DO RIGHT?
OH YES, HE'S A MALAY.
AN INSANE DRY CRUSTY MALAY.
okay, im not being a racist.
im just describing this freako here.
OF COURSE I DIDNT KISS HIS DAMN HAND.
THAT WILL BE TOO MUCH.
IN FACT, WHEN HE LEANED CLOSE TO ME, I THOUGHT IT ALL OUT.
IF HE WERE TO COME ANY CLOSER, I WOULD HAVE DELIVERED THAT KARATE CHOP.
okay, maybe not a karate chop.
since i dont know karate, but it's a figure of speech.
I DONT KNOW.
maybe i would have kicked him in the shins or maybe even his groin.
but that's too gross.
BUT NO MATTER WHAT, HE IS SO NOT GONNA TOUCH ME.
AND THIS'S NOT ALL.
HE DIDNT LEAVE.
HIS HAND REACHED OUT TOWARDS MY ( YOU KNOW, THE LADY'S UPPER PART OF THE BODY )
I GRABBED MY BAG AND COVERED MYSELF.
THEN HE TOUCHED MY BAG.
THE SLING PART.
WHICH WAS QUITE NEAR MY ( YOU KNOW ).
THEN I MOVED AWAY.
AND GLARED AT HIM.
HE SMILED.
I CANT BELIEVE HE DID THAT.
OKAY, SO HE TOUCHED MY BAG PART, CUSHIONED AND ALL.

RIGHT.
tell me im dumb.
BUT I REALLY DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
STILL, IF HIS HAND HAD MOVED ANYMORE.
I THINK I MIGHT EVEN CAUSE A MURDER BY MISTAKE.
I DONT KNOW.
MAYBE I WILL SLAP HIM OR SOMETHING.
MY HAND WAS TREMBLING AND STUFF.
AND I WAS CONSIDERING SMACKING HIM ACROSS THE FACE.
but if you are one of those people who has watched those dramas whereby the poor girl gets touched UNNECESSARILY, and you are one of those whose emotions get evokes quickly, i can imagine how you will keep screaming at the television, YELLING at the girl to slap the fucking pervert.
im one of them.
but now, after all this, i realise what those girls on television has been thinking then.
if you were to slap that pervert, it would be really disgusting.
it will like smacking a slimeball of mucus across the face.
i rather kick.
at least im wearing shoes.
OKAY.
ohmygod.
i dont wanna talk about this stupid guy anymore.

BUT really?
his intelligence(if he has any) must have already dipped to an all time low.
BECAUSE first of all.
im NO hot babe.
SO WHY IS HE EVEN COMING NEAR ME?
SECOND OF ALL,
he's MALAY and im CHINESE.
WHY CANT HE PICK A MALAY?
THIRD of all.
WHY CANT HE SEE THAT I WANNA PUKE WHEN I SEE HIM?
I MEAN I THINK ALL THOSE SMILES I GAVE HIM ARE REALLY FAKE.

HE IS REVOLTING OKAY.

right, im just glad that he didnt touch my MEDIATOR book.
or else, IT WILL BE SO CONTAMINATED, i would have to save up and buy the same book AGAIN.
i went home.
YELLED REALLY LOUD TO LET OUT MY FRUSTRATIONS.
i told my maid.
then i told my dad.
he came home early today.
he wanted to report him to the police or something.
weird.
i wasnt really thinking about HAHAHA, REVENGE.
i suddenly thought of his mum.
and dad, i guess.
like how sad they would be.
i mean, having a retard for a son isnt that great already.
then that image of me expaining to the police went across my mind.
so i said no.
but he said, next time, i go home, i will have to call my maid.
he also said that this will repeat.
im so not going to let that happen.
now that im not that shocked.
hmm.
if he comes near me, i think i will be straight with him.
like i dont know, maybe i will act like i cant see him.
but after so many experiences of seeing him greet me hello, i think he will rush up to me and say hi till i see him.
if that happens, i will say hi and then go away.
okay, ignore that hi, i will just tell him to go away.
then get my maid to help.
and i must be with a bag at all times.
to protect my (you know)
and maybe if im really desperate, i will take my MEDIATOR book to whack him.
i think my mum will pity me enough to buy me a new copy.
even if she doesnt, i will still buy a new one.
maybe i should bring a small umbrella from now on.
YEAH, that's what i will do.
:)
i will whack him with the umbrella.
i dont know.

but you know, this whole thing.
my parents were really concerned.
my mother was so mad.
you should have seen it.
her face went beetroot colour.
like it was all red.
she can compete with rudolph the red-nosed reindeer.
well, i dont know.
i mean this's every parent's natural reaction right?
but i felt sort of touched anyway.
then my dad said he wanted to see this mad freak.
i remember that he waved at me halfway through his prayers.
i think it was a break or something.
i was going to help my brother photostep his health education textbook, you know, on monday.
which i had say in my previous post.
at that time, i guess it was 8 something.
im not sure.
anyway, my dad just accompanied me downstairs to wait for that freako to see me.
somehow, i wanted this.
i dont know, see my dad tick this demented lecher off or something.
i wonder why.
but on those televisions, those insane people always go mad and start stabbing knifes into people.
hmm, he wouldnt have a knife right?
whatever, better than reporting to the police.
hey, rare case, my dad's willing to pull his lazy legs along to help me kick this freak away.
:)
see, he cares.
he should show it more instead of being sarcastic to me and SUAN-ing me all the time.
HA, he so wanted to come to the meet-the-parents session when i told my parents that i am third in class.

oh and erm, we didnt see the mad freak.
i dont know, they didnt get a break.
but my maid went down with us.
my mum told her to.
maybe because then, it will be 3 RIGHTEOUS people(LOL) against that INSANE IDIOT!
ARGH.
and my maid can speak malay, maybe she can help.
but since we didnt see that freak, we went home again.
though my maid said we could try again at 9.15pm or 10pm, cause the prayers will stop at these times.
maybe 9.15pm was the breaktime and i remembered wrong.
but i do know my dad's precious news starts at 10pm.
still, my dad looks like he really wanna skip his news and go tick that freak off.
NOW THIS, is REALLY TOUCHING.
he wouldnt miss the news if he can.
well.
i think i have been here long enough.
hehh.
i havent really update much on recent stuff around my life like school.
updated on this MANIAC only.
didnt really keep my promise huhh?
hmmm, i will get around to it.
this one is really for sure.
and this post is REALLY time-consuming.
i still havent start on wang zi bian qing wa not upload the music on lynette's blog.
i promised lynette i would do it yesterday.
guess it slipped my mind.
:(
this i will have to do.
but after i go downstairs again, now.
tata!

argh.
i still have to read my book too.
MEDIATOR 4; YOUNG BLOOD.
bought it yesterday too!
im so happy about this.
so im rushing to finish book 3.
ahh.
see, so little time.
=1
okayokay.
SAYONARA.

marathons. =)

2005-10-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

OHHO.
HELLO!
:)

right, i just ran back from GEK POH.
AFTER i helped my USELESSbrother photostep the HEALTH EDUCATION TEXTBOOK(PRIMARY 4).
OH WELL, that's what AN ELDER SISTER should do WHEN her brother, WHO LEFT HIS HEALTH EDUCATION TEXTBOOK IN HIS LOCKER, HAS A HEALTH EDUCATION EXAM TOMORROW.
OH YES, that's WHAT AN ELDER SISTER should DO even when her brother doesnt even attempt to save himself. OR even give a damn.
APPARENTLY, it SLIPPED HIS MIND.
:)
i TOLD YOU that MY BROTHER IS SO DARN SWEET.
oh, add the word ADORABLE too.
shucks.
i cant leave him to die right?
SINCE im so UNlucky to have him as my brother, might as well face it.
AND prepare myself to BE LIKE HIS SERVANT.
OH YEAH, i MIGHT have to run a few more MARATHONS like this IF he EVERdares to forget his textbook AGAIN.
AGAIN, right.
*starts sharpening my knife industriously*
>=P

OH look.
it's NINE O CLOCK.
i have missed HALF of JUE DUI DA WAN JIA.
AND also the BEGINNING of YONG BAO MING TIAN.
IM OFF.
i will update tomorrow.
OH, i WILL.
:D

SAYONARA.

COMMENT on my skin! <3

2005-10-23T21:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO! :D
haaa.
i have changed my skin again!
LOL; by using the image that i drew on using art-pad.
xD

im gonna submit this skin when im finished with this.
LOL.
as in when i will be changing my skins again.
xP
OH, i hope i get comments from people that goes like this.
>> OH, I SAW THIS SKIN ON YOUR BLOG! I LIKE THIS. (5 stars)
*a pot falls on karyan's head*
OUCH, me and my UNrealistic dreams.
hmm.
anyway, im not here to update.
i just want some people to COMMENT on my skin at my tagboard.
so if this skin is lousy, just tell me, then i will make improvements before i submit it at blogskins.
xP
HEHH.
thanks.

so BUHBY.
gotta memorise my scripts for tomorrow.
=X
signed up for drama with mrs kwok.
lol.
but it sounds interesting.
>,<
ARGH, but in the WHOLE class, there's only me, weifang and madeleine going.
that isnt a lot huhh?
it's a bit like the situation whereby i chose literature class(3e3) for my combination next year.
THE ONLY ONE WHO CHOSE THAT CLASS, BY THE WAY.
*glares with sarcasm evident in my eyes*
OH GOD.
why am i always ALONE?
FREAKING OUTCAST, OHHO, call me that.
actually, cindy was supposed to be coming too.
COWARD, she backed out at the last minute.
HMPH.

RIGHT, im really going off now.
BUHBY.
*stomps off grumpily*

RAINBOW. =D

2005-10-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
xP
hehh.
just here to show off a picture that i drew on art-pad.com.
=D
click here to view
go see it okay!
LOL.
tata.

I LOVE THE RAIN! =D

2005-10-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

let the rain fall down.
and wake my dreams.
let it wash away my sanity.
cause i wanna feel the thunder.
i wanna scream.
let the rain fall down.
im coming clean.

COME CLEAN[by]HILARY DUFF*METAMORPHOSIS
:D

my academice results. ^^

2005-10-22T18:15:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
right, im back from my sushi making.
but im still irritated and frustrated about the damn computer hanging on me.
I LOST LIKE ALMOST HALF THE POST.
argh.
let's change the subject to prevent more anger.
=1

well.
WEDNESDAY.
went to school.
OH GOD.
i was waiting to go to class lor so that we could get back our results.
and the DM just had to keep TALKING and TALKING and TALKING.
YABBERBABBERTABBER.
BLAHBLAHBLAH.
none of it went into my head actually, so all his efforts for that extraordinarily long speech were quite futile.
SO we did get back to class, like FINALLY.
hehh.
so the results came back.

ENGLISH PAPER 1- 39/60
ENGLISH PAPER 2- 32/50
CHINESE PAPER 1- 40.5/70
CHINESE PAPER 2- 40.5/70

not entirely perfect, but pretty okay, i guess.
OH YEAH, HEY JOYCE!
for english paper 1, there was this question about FRIENDSHIP, so i wrote about both YOU and ME.
but the story was made up.
HAA.
just the names were kept.
hey, at least i wrote your name right?
xD
and my chinese improved!
i won anna by 0.5marks, so SHIOK.
she higher mother tongue one lehh.
hard to win okay.
HAHAHA.

MATHEMATICS PAPER 1- 35/50
MATHEMATICS PAPER 2- 35/50

hehh, first time i got A2.
ARGH!
BUT I COULD HAVE GOTTEN 3 MORE MARKS!
like when the line touched the Y AXIS, i let it stop at the X AXIS.
then the stupid figure ended up so SMALL.
and i didnt even check, cause the question seems so easy.
STAB ME.
=X

oh well.
at least i did quite well for science.
HEHEHH.

SCIENCE SECTION A[MCQ]- 24/30
SCIENCE SECTION B- 18.5/30
SCIENCE SECTION C- 37/40
SCIENCE TOTAL RESULTS- 79.5/100

WOO!
A1!!!
HAHAA.
it's been a long time since i received an A1 for science.
i got it in SECONDARY 1 SA1.
but after that, it has always been B3s and B4s for science.
AND I GOT AN A1 NOW!!!
kinda shocking at first.
DIAO, i got cindy to look first then she gave me this reproachful look and shouted my marks at me.
HEH.
SECTION C so SHIOK!
HAHA.
maybe because all of it is PHYSICS.
BUT I HATE CHEMISTRY!
oh nevermind.
my SECTION B wasnt very good though.
lucky i had SECTION C.
=P

now, as for geography, i got an A2.
but my overall results allowed me an A1!
COOL or what?
hehh.

GEOGRAPHY SECTION A[MCQ]- 18/20
GEOGRAPHY SECTION B
[BASIC TECHNIQUES]- 3/5
[MAP READING]- 9/15
GEOGRAPHY SECTION C
FIRST QUESTION- 13/15
SECOND QUESTION- 12/15
THIRD QUESTION- 8/15
FOURTH QUESTION- 8/15
GEOGRAPHY TOTAL- 71/100
GEOGRAPHY OVERALL - 75/100

hehh.
i LOVE the MCQ so much.
kinda surprising considering that i made SO MANY guesses.
xP
section B was quite okay, i guess.
since i also made MANYMANY guesses.
so messed up.
LOL.
section c was much better since i know what to say.
but the part at the back wasnt that great because it conisted of what we have learnt in the first semester.
xP
i only read through that part, didnt get a very good grasp of it.
lucky i still got 8.
one of it was on chapter3.
I HATE THAT ONE THE MOST.
aye, but honestly, i had to do it because i couldnt choose the other questions.
I HAD NO IDEA what they were all about.
sounded like a load of tosh to me.
xP
LOL.

right next, history.

HISTORY- 62/100

horrible, i hate source-based questions.
i dont know why, but i always seems to miss out on the main points.
i got really low marks for that part.
but surprisingly, despite not having finished reading through the last chapter, i got 6marks straight for the last three questions which were all about chapter 10.
OH, that helped ALOT.
how weird, many people got pretty low marks for the questions at the back and i didnt even finish studying that chapter.
instead, i got low marks for source-based questions even though those were about the two chapters that were quite familiar to me.
oh, nevermind.

NEXT.
HAHAA.
LITERATURE.

LITERATURE- 51/60

meaning that i have 85/100!
xD
WOOHOO.
ms dalina said that this is top in class and level.
HAHAHAA.
this one, oh my, it's really hard to wipe that grin off my face.
in class, ziqian, guoting, cindy and if im not wrong, lynette were giving me the kind of expression that obviously screams:"AIYAH, HAO LIAN LAHH", exactly the kind of look that you will give when you see your friend SMILING SO WIDELY about getting an A1 for literature.
hehh, sorry.
but feeling really high mahh.
come on, it's not everyday that you score an A1 for literature, somemore highest score lehh!
HAHAHAA.
ira got the same results as me too.
YEAHH!!!

for art.

ART & CRAFT- 65/100

well.
not many went above 70, so i guess this's okay?
*tries to look innocent*
hehh.

DESIGN & TECHNOLOGY- 71/100

that's an A2.
and im glad about that.
at least, i didnt flunk d&t or something.
it's not like i suck at d&t or something.
but the damn diagram that we had to draw during the exam was REALLY TOO MUCH.
after looking at that diagram, you will suddenly get confused about where the FRONT END PLAN is.
>,<
it's so painful okay.
i dont want to talk about it.
well, hopefully, my CA marks will be at least enough to help me pull my design and technology to an A1.
that will be so HOPING GREAT!
xP

haa.
so after getting the results, i guess it was just PLAYING and PLAYING and PLAYING.
oh yeahh.
i suddenly remember something.
we were planning an overnight camp for the class on monday.
hmm.
the response is okay, i guess.
9 people opted out.
so at least 31 people are still in right?
=D
but i dont know, we have to seek permission from ms aneesah.

oh right, back to wednesday.
it was just playing.
i think we played BINGO.
HEHH.
oh, and i was still reading and all.
oh look, i think i got this major confusion of activities.

i suddenly rememeber having this police talk on monday too.
all about theft.
oh, it was very exciting.
true, it was definitely as exciting as listening to the dm talk.
LOL.

okay, so due to my confusion of what happened on this day, that day and
whatever days.
i will stop here.
anyway, t's time for my dinner already.
so TATA.
=D

DAMN IT.

2005-10-22T14:03:00.000+08:00

OH DAMN.
I WROTE SO MUCH AND THE FUCKED UP COMPUTER HANGED ON ME.
AND NOW EVERYTHING DISAPPEARED.
IM SO NOT GOING TO TYPE EVERYTHING OVER AGAIN.
NOT AFTER 1 STUPID HOUR.
I AM SO GONNA SMASH THIS COMPUTER WHEN I FINALLY GET TO THROW IT AWAY.
I WILL TAKE A GOLF CLUB AND SMASHED THE WHOLE THING UP.
TRUST ME, I WILL.
THEN I WILL THROW IT HARD INTO THE DUMPSTER, AND IT WILL BE THE SMELLIEST AND MOST STINKY DUMPSTER IN SINGAPORE.
MAY IT BURN IN THE INCINERATOR.
DAMN!
ARGH!

I WILL SIMPLY CUT SHORT EVERYTHING.

TUESDAY.
WENT TO MY BROTHER'S PRIMARY SCHOOL TO SEE HIS CHINESE TEACHER WHO COMPLAINT ABOUT HIM.
UNFORTUNATELY, HE WASNT THERE.
SO I LEFT A MESSAGE, REQUESTING HIM TO RING MY MOTHER UP.
AND BECAUSE OF THIS, I ENDED UP LATE FOR GOING TO ALINA'S HOUSE.
PLAYED UPWORDS WHILE WAITING FOR A EVEN LATER LIHUAN.
THOUGHT SHE WENT TO SEE EUGENE.
BUT SHE DID NOT, IT WAS SOMETHING ABOUT BUSES THAT DELAYED HER.
I DID NOT LISTEN.
AFTERWARDS, WENT TO THE PLAYGROUND.
ANDY KEPT TRYING TO CATCH ME AND SUCEEDED.
AFTER THAT, CHANGED TO A PLAYGROUND WITH SWINGS.
PLAYED A VERY UNIQUE GAME OF CROCODILE.
WENT BACK TO PLAY UNO ATTACK.
RAINED.
WENT HOME AT 6.30PM.

ARGHH.
WEDNESDAY.
i finished everything about tuesday lor.
AND THE FUCKED UP COMPUTER HAD TO DO THIS TO ME.
IT WAS SO DETAILED AND I SAID SO MUCH.
WAH LAO.
THE SCROLLBAR SO LIKE SO SMALL LOR.
NOW IT'S SO DAMN LONG.
LUCKY*AS IF* THAT I HAVENT START ON WEDNESDAY.
WHAT THE HELL.
IM SO CHAFED RIGHT NOW.
ARGHH!
I WILL UPDATE NEXT TIME.
IT WILL BE MUCH MORE DETAILED, SWEAR.
ARGH.

HELLO!!! =DDD

2005-10-22T11:38:00.000+08:00

HEY!
okay.
finally, i have decided to blog.
because today, im exceptionally FREE.
xD
okay, maybe not just today, but EVERYDAY.
LOL.

im gonna use my time efficiently by preparing SUSHI for EVERYONE!!
WOOOO!hahaa.
dont worry, it's edible.
:P
i dont know, i just feel like cooking something today.
and im gonna make CHOCOLATE CAKE next week.
xD
haa.
yeah well, i was supposed to bake it today, but it was posstponed to next week, OBVIOUSLY due to that HORRIBLEHORRIBLE flu + sore throat that i have been inflicted on by my EVER SO SWEET brother.
>,<
and people around me are also coughing and stuff.
but it's still most probably my brother who caused me my UNLUCKY FATE, cause he's always
in my room coughing and sneezing and wheezing and spitting.
EEWWW.
blame it on my damn luck then.
the computer's in my room, my brother wont be able to resist that right?
to think that he's still so relaxed when his exams are coming, starting on NEXT TUESDAY, 25th of OCTOBER.
i cant help but stop grinning, thinking that my exams are so OVER.
it's so yesterday.
xD

hehh.
and i now went around reading people's blogs and stuff.
there's this extra VILLAINOUS anonymous person spamming on yingyan's blog.
STINKY fink.
he or she better get some idea of who he/she is talking about.
HERH.
STUPID DRY CRUSTY PIECE OF DAMNed VERMIN!
=X
since he/she is SO DARING, why dont he/she just reveal his/her name.
mei lian jian ren mahh?
HAA!

ohh anyway.
:P
from yingyan's, i went over to dawn's blog.
ahh.
her blog is always kinda entertaining, i must say.
=DDDDDD
well, at least i found out that you dont have to lock a cage when there's 10crabs in it.
cause if a crab tries or manages to get out, the rest of the crabs will pull it back.
well obviously, it's this idea of YOU DIE, I DIE right?
haa.
why cant the crabs cooperate and think of how to escape together?
pathetic, aint it?
but well, we humans will close the cage if they are really intelligent enough to know how to get out.
ahh, so im talking crap, the crabs wont be able to escape anyway.
OH, maybe that's why the crabs wanna die together.
still, that isnt a very nice idea to think about.
-_-"
HAI.
crabs can be so self-centred too.

okayokay.
here comes the SUPERDUPERNICE part.
i went to natalie's blog.
=D
she's using the blogskin that i made!!!
WOOHOO~
being a blogskin designer is really FAB.
=P
it's like you are surfing the net, then you come across this blog that is using your skin.
COOL or what?
then you heart will sort of swell, and you feel this WHOPPING GREAT SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT.
HAA!
*wipes some tears of my eyes*
ahh~
im touched.
hahaa.
i tagged at natalie's blog.
yeahh, though she doesnt know who i am.
hehh.
congratulated her for her promotion to secondary four.
that's great mahh~
=D
being a retainee must be horrible.
oh my, then she will be without dawn since dawn has finally officially graduated from huayi.
parting with your TERRIBLY BESTBESTBEST friends is always very painful.
=(
i still miss my primary school friends you know.
but it isnt the same anymore le.
HAI.
going on to secondary3 doesnt sound as great as it seems either.
everyone, well almost everyone, will be in totally different classes.
I WILL MISS EVERYONE SORELY.
at least, we are in the same school right?
=1
must STAY IN CONTACT okay!
=)

ahem.
let's blog about this whole week then.
on MONDAY;
ohh.
i cant really remember what happened.
but i still remember that it was SUPERDUPER SIAN.
lol.
didnt have anything to do.
i think i was reading too, erm, but i cant remember what.
well, as i have said on tuesday, i borrowed and lent while people returned many books.
i think i re-read the MEDIATOR 1.
ohh.
it is currently with lynette.
=)
hmm.
OHOHOH.
i remember now!
there was this stars wars exhibition thing.
okay, that has to be one of the LAMEST thing on Earth.
trust me.
the ending was so cracked up that i had to laugh.
oh no, it was funny at all.
I was LAUGHING AT ITS STUPIDITY.
it was too ridiculous for words.
WAH LAO.
that black masked guy person has this really raspy voice.
yikes.
of course that was just the sound effect thingy.
that person, in real life, has a much better voice, thank goodness.
anyway, this masked guy is obviously the villian.
then he is this father of god-knows-who.
anyway his son and this girl decked in white landed on Earth.
-_-"
and if im not wrong, they were in a midst of this war or something.
cant blame me, i was reading at the same time.
=P
anyway, the swordfight thing is really fake and stuff.
oh yes, i forgot to say, but that son person didnt know that the villain was his father.
it is in one of those swordfights, i think, that the villain acknowledges him.
DIAO, the shock on the son person was also a bit superficial or something.
it's a bit like he expected the villain to be his father or something.
ahh, the guy must have memorised his scripts too well.
okay. let's just skip to the ending.
instead of the son joining the dark side or whatever crap, his father THE VILLAIN, realised his mistakes and reconciled with his son and of course, came to the PURE AND GOOD side.
O,O"
then the girl decked in white was like exclaiming and then WOW-ing,
with all the OH MY, THE WAR IS ACTUALLY SETTLED ON EARTH and HOORAY.
then the whole crappy show ended with a MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU.
RIGHT.
may the force be with you too.
xP
well, it wasted quite a lot of time.
time killed.
and hmm, i think we were sort of dismissed after that?
or were we?
well whatever it is, monday was just PLAIN BORING.
boredom can kill too, i think everyone knows that.
xD
but i do remember what happened after school!
hehh.

ALINA came to my house.
but she had to look after her siblings, so they came along too!
=D
well, i must say they are much more disciplined than most people.
and obviously, more disciplined than my brother.
alicia is only in primary two, which is a really young age of 8, shame on my brother.
*shakes my head miserably*
but they ARE playful.
haha.
you should see.
=P
anyway, andy has a ROARING appetite.
that is one similarity between most guys, i must say.
well, girls go gaga over clothes right?
so i guess that's normal.
haa.
he ate most of the YANYAN[ahh~ my brand. LOL.] and HELLO PANDA biscuits.
ahh~
CHOCOLATE.
=D
okayokay.
speaking of food, it's my lunchtime right now.
back later, PROMISE!

OHMY, everyone's waiting.
BUHBY!

i love money

2005-10-20T16:45:00.000+08:00

hahahax ..
guoting at my hse lehh .
hahax ..
guoting says hii
lolx ..
erm . jux now went to gek poh eat lunch with guoting .
yum yum ..
den jiu go buy sumtin to eat lorx ..
e malay food + marshmallows ..
yummy !!!
hahax ..
i poking it right now ..
lata bbq it .
only mi and guoting.
celebrate end of exam.
lolx.
and celebrate our friendship.
pisces + cancer .
hi5 man ..
we dun quarrel de ..
very he de lai ..
hahaa .
now need to bbq le .
lata then update .
HAHA

Top 15 Rated. =D

2005-10-18T10:59:00.001+08:00

HELLO.
I wish i could stop saying "IM BORED" to people.
But it's so darn true, I'm gonna go loco soon.
BOREDOM must be the most painful thing that can happen to anyone.
ARGH.
But nevermind.
Let's do blogging then.

^^
Welloz.
I lent 3books to people and people returned me 3books.
LOL.
At least, I borrowed 5books right?
HAHA.
Loads of books huhh?
Why dont I list everything out?
=P

Books LENT to others-
Mediator 1 & 2 to ZIQIAN.
Mediator 3 to GUOTING.

Books RETURNED to me-
Charlotte's Web & The Naughtiest Girl Again 2 from GUOTING.
Harry Potter and the Order of Pheonix from MELANIE.

Books BORROWED by me-
Mary-Kate and Ashley Sweet Sixteen 1 to 5 from ALINA.

lol.
That's a lot isnt it?
And I told you, Im gonna go LOCO.
Obviously, since i borrowed the Sweet Sixteen books from ALINA.
Actually, Im not that earnest about reading those books.
Well, duh.
According to what I have always known about the Mary-Kate and Ashley books,
it has always been about sisterly love and loads of boyfriends that they have ever had.
Oh yeah, and the part whereby they always scream when they see BEAUTIFUL clothes.
Translate that, they become a bunch of sweet girls who cant stop screaming.
OH MY, and i borrowed those books from Alina.
Since Im so bloody free, alright, let's see what's so great about those books that makes it so popular then.
But I havent even read a single page.
-_-"
How am I gonna finish reading all those 5 books that I borrowed?

Nevermind, let's look on the bright side.
At least, I borrowed Hilary Duff's CD, Metamorphosis, from Alina.
LOVE IT.
=D
haha.
Im going to her house later.
^^
ANDY and ALICIA is so CUTE.
I cant believe that i got a twit for my brother.
Oh no, Im being a horrible elder sister too.
HAI, cant blame me okay.
He's this real big freak that just doesnt know when to shut up.
You know, if he was never born, at least I will have me this real sweet impression, of me playing with this super-duper cute brother who will grow up to be an absolutely hot guy, forever implanted in my heart.
The birth of my brother has obviously broken this FABULOUS dream.
He was cute.
See the WAS?
Too bad, he grew up to be this absolute brat.
Just when can he grow up, as in to MATURE?
I have been telling him again and again how his grades sucks and how he gotta buck up, but all i that I have ever got back is a SHUT UP smacked in my face.
Oh yeah, telling me to shut up, wont make his life go for a better turn, in fact, his life is gonna be so SCREWED UP from now.
He made my grandmother's life like hell too okay.
That is one of life's biggest sin.
Anyone dare to cause my grandmother to lose a single hair, I will make sure that person give a life worse than death.
HAHAHA.
I think anyone who knows me will know that.
^^
You see, my grandmother is this wonderful wonderful fairy godmother who's appeared in my life.
LOL.
At least, she always makes me feel happy and appreciated, not like SOMEONE.
*throws a dirty glare at my brother*

OKAY, it's lunchtime.
Better go before my frenchfries get snatched away by my brother.
HOW SWEET.

Here's a piece of good news too!
My TattyBear blogskin made me to the Top 15 Rated.
HEHH.
I made it for Alina.
=P
She was the first one to download.
=D
And I made the skin when she was beside me.
Her brother and sister was behind me.
I gotta say this again, her siblings are SO CUTE.
LOL.

Okay, I really should stop.
BUHBY.
=D
LOVE. <3<3<3

SHOPPING. WOOO~

2005-10-15T11:35:00.000+08:00

YOZ.
changed my blogskin.
seriously, im rotting right now.
i finished reading my book.
=X
YEPP.
MEDIATOR 3; MEAN SPIRITS.
nicenice.
in MEDIATOR4; YOUNG BLOOD,
Suze gotta work cause it's the summer le.
LOL.
she's working as a nanny.
eekkkkk.
i want moreeeee.
but im broken.
SOBSOB.
crisis.
got recession.
oh no, it's depression liao.
economy going down.
OH.
im bankrupt.
haha.
haiyoh.
i dont feel like updating lehh.
cut short this post lahh.
summarise.

updateupdate.
i dont wanna talk about exams le.
>,<
didnt managed to finish outlining my artpiece.
HMPH.
anyway.
afterwards, went to jurong spring lor.
have been going there for quite a few days to do art.
>=1
got one HORRIBLEHORRIBLE person.
lol.
later that person come hoot me.
anyway nehh.
played volleyball with kristine(correct anot?) and her friend lor.
with cindy lynette and guoting also.
HEHH.
lynette help me alot alot.
wahh.
or else hor.
pick ball pick until siao le.
=P
i very lan at vb mahh.
but hor.
DIAO. -_-"
kristine say i very cute.
sound effect a lot only mahh.
x_x
hehh.
then i just smilesmile only lor.
lynette de hand got mo di(rub against floor lahh).
friction friction.
AH CHA.
hand got cut liao.
=X
like very pain lehh.
hope it quickly heals bahh.
=D

oohhhhh.
then played until quite long lehh.
so thirsty man~
drink a lot of coke.
=X
dont learn worr.
hahaa.
a lot of sugar.
tsktsk.
unhealthy.
went home le lor.

on art exam that day also play volleyball.
exams all over le~
=D
then there were dogs.
ziqian and guoting were AFRAID of the dogs.
haha, okay lahh, dont tease you all.
the doggiee quite cute mahh.
also play until siao like that.
suffering from dehydration.
THIRSTY arhh.
we were waiting for lynette to come from volleyball practice mahh.
so play very long time.
aiksong and steven also there.
clarence, i think in the court play badminton.
STINGY fellow.
his friends also damn stingy lor.
borrow rackets also cannot.
then steven jiu can.
BLEAH.
wahh.
at first very sian de.
stuck at jurong spring because of the rain.
i ate ice cream lehh.

oh yeahh.
=P
before that got eat lunch at kfc.
i saw mr lau.
=D
waved to him.
LOL.
he standing outside, dont know staring at us or who arhh?
look into kfc.
then i was like eehhh, funny, why got people standing there?
haha.
mr lau smile until very big de smile worr.
=DDDDDDDDD <----- like this.
then after come out of kfc, went to turn out that $1 toy for me and lynette.
she forgot about it because had to go for volleyball le.
=P
hehh, childish hor?
but the toy cute lahh.
i got PIGLET.
lynette got EOYORE.
=D

okayokay.
FRIDAY.
went to the Heeren with LYNETTE ALINA LIHUAN ZIQIAN GUOTING AIKSONG.
the mrt ride very long sia.
haha.
lynette very sian until want to sleep.
but i think i used to it le bahh.
always take mrt with my father mahh.
mrt can do a lot of things de bahh.
READ.
DAYDREAM.
STARE AT PEOPLE(hahaa, dont stare, just look around and invent stories about them. look at their dress sense too)
OBSERVE PEOPLE(eg. sleeping people)
THINK(i was thinking about WANG ZI BIAN QING WA. WOOTS~)
GLARE AT ALINA. (hehh. =P)
then TALK.
a lot of things de lahh.
overall, an excellent time for daydreaming.

OHMIGOSH.
11.57pm.
i wanna eatch MAO XIAN WANG liao.
=X
wait.
update faster.
went Heeren.
WAH SEHH.
i LOVE THE HMV STORE.
3STOREYS sia~
=P
lol.
looked at LOTS AND LOTS OF CLOTHES.
wahh, expensive sia.
saw one pair of pants sibeh nice.
price also very nice.
$79.
=D
*eyes dazzling*
who want to buy for me?
HAHA.
anyway.
continue.
at hairclip shop, everyone look and look and look.
YAWN.
hen sian de lehh.
i dont have long hair, see for what?
aiksong very ke lian.
HAHA.
only guy mahh, too bad. =P
i played with the rings lor.
wahh sehh.
some rings so big sia.
i tried all of them.
SO FUN.
lol.
i put a ring on every finger then showed to aiksong.
i forgot what look he gave me le lehh.
hehh.
alina also play with a lot of rings.
then i n the end, i played with the clips also.
lihuan help me clipped 5 hairclips in a row.
okayokay.
i look dumb.
=P
ahh well.
just having fun, doesnt matter.
okay.
it's 12.02pm le!!!
AHH.
okay.
went takashimaya to eat.
DELICIOUS.
noodles+ $1.20 de super huge fishballs.
LOL.
very cute lehh.
made me feel like bouncing the fishballs.
afterwards jiu go home le.
cause quite late liaop.
5.30pm like that arhh?
alina was rushing liao.
DIAO, she actually told her mother that she was at jurong point.
we were at orchard lehh.
SO BIG DIFFERENCE, who she trying to kid?
haha.
aiksong clever sia.
he said that alina could just say that she was watching a movie so every late then come home.
i was thinking about how the bus broke down.
xP
aiyah anyway.
actually intended to go borders one.
then i can buy the MEDIATOR3.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
aiksong keep saying very far.
i said very near.
i remembered very near de worr.
when we entered takashimaya, i could see wheelock place.
BLEAH.
nevermind.
we went to popular.
yuan lai there also got de.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
SO HAPPY SIA.
YEAHHH.
i also found out that there's a SIXTH BOOK.
WOOOO~
best is that it becomes a NEVER-ending series.
xD
lol.
i will be broke for the rest of my life.
haha.
bought the book jiu go mrt.
hehh.
chiong for seats jiu started reading le.
SO NICEEE.
AAHHHHHH!
time flies past when you are enjoying yourself.
hehh.
like very fast jiu reach home le.
=P
bought home chicken buns from the malay stalls at 729.
one bun for each of my family member.
$4.20, quite worth it bahh.
=D

okay.
went home.
READ.
WOO~
YEAHH.
finish updating.
im VERY LATE.
it's 12.09pm le.
MAO XIAN WANG!!!
xP
hehh.
BUHBY.

oh yeahh.
i wrote a testimonial for jasmine*lim and luting today.
hehh.
i wrote this for jasmine.
HELLO.
xP
hahaa.
hen short hor.
guoting arhh, ni ren hen hao, wait a while lahh hor.
=P
then i sent luting a BIRTHDAY testimonial.
=D
hahaa.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
lol.
okayokay.
12.11pm liao.
SAYONARA.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

mememe. =X

2005-10-14T11:08:00.000+08:00

abandoned. abnormal. alienated. awful. bonkers. breathless. broken-hearted. burned-out. chafed. cranky. crushed. damned. dead. defeated. defensive. deflated.dejected. depressed. deranged. devastated. disappointed. doubtful. drained. edgy. enigmatic. fatigued. fired up. forlorn. freaked. frightened. frustrated. gloomy. glum. heavy. helpless. hollow. horrible. hypocritical. inferior. infuriated. insecured. insignificant. insulted. isolated. lonely. longing. lost. lousy. melancholy. mystified. neglected. neurotic. offended. outraged. overloaded. overwhelmed. paranoid. peeved. random. rejected. reminiscent. ridiculed. saddistic. scared. shattered. sensitive. shaken. stoked. stoned. stormy. stuffed. suspicious. tearful. terrible. tired. tormented. tortured. trapped. tripped. twitchy. unappreciated. unattractive. uncertain. unfulfiled. unimportant. upset. upside-down. vacant. vulnerable. weak. weary. wired. wretched. wrong. yucky. zonked.

butterfly dreams.

2005-10-12T20:44:00.000+08:00

KARYAN;
termination
obscured.

so mesmerized by you that i have forgotten myself;
or maybe because this's just love;
willingly i trust my heart with you.
love me like i will love you.
_______________________________________________________
why is it that our hearts have to be broken before we realise our love's existence?

hehh.
this's my friendster profile.
=DDDDD
lol.
update le.
hahaa.
i wanna watch television lahh.
next time update.
xP

WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
we are only left with art and then we will be COMPLETELY FREE!!!
FREE from the overbearing and pressurizing arms of exams.
HOORAY!!!
YEAHH.
lol.
im nuts.
im half an hour late for my television le lor.
HAHA.
sayonara.
*waves goodbye to my blog*
i will come back soon.
xP

karyan; OUT OF THE BLUE. =)

im so HAPPY! lalaLA~

2005-10-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey.
okay.
look.
im being very weird.
im very happy right now.
=D

reallyreally.
im being exceptionally fast and happy about studying d&t.
^^
okay.
maybe not completely happy about the d&t part.
but welloz.
im just happy lahh.
HAHA.
=P

i got asuka's testimonial.
YEAHHHHHH.
WOOHOO~
=D
lol.

anyway.
right now, im obviously slacking for a while.
aahhhhh~
it's a half an hour break.
COOL huhh?
i love slacking.
lol.
im so happy~
lalaLA~
anyway.
it's doesnt matter right?
i only got about 10pages more of the secondary 2 textbook to study.
=P
so average speed should be 10pages per hour.
(i wanna finish by 11pm)
thus, it's onepage every 6minutes.
hmm.
i studying processes now.
like plastic memory.
love this part.
lol.
cause after exams, i think mr yan(i know the correct spelling lahh, this looks better)
will let us make our names on acrylic thermoplastics by plastic memory.
=D
so this process is extra extra easy and enjoyable to study.
very interesting how plastic is shaped here.
^^

aawwwww.
6more minutes and i have to continue studying.
lol.
write more write more.
i miss my bloggy~
*hugs my blog*
hahaa.

one exam tip for you all worr.
listen to CYNDI HONEY cd when you're studying.
lol.
maybe that's why im particularly cheerful right now.
or maybe because i watched zhen qing + listen to CYNDI's songs.
or maybe because i also had a shower.

tell you all nehh.
before this, during tuition.
my spirits was like in the dumpster or something.
WAH SEHH.
enter the room, that guoting already at her layouts for art.
alina is studying home economics.
even that junhao is doing art lor.
(okay maybe not exactly since junhao was trying to get people to help him draw. -_-")
yeahh well.
but it's still work.
so i sat down and forced unwilling me to study d&t.
i had absolutely no idea what i was highlighting okay.
i get distracted very easily.
argued with junhao.
talked with teachers.
try to solve some square game, but failed to miserably.
my brain was blocked.
i was wondering whether there was eye contact, mathematics or something to do with the hand.
but lol.
it's the hand.
but alina solve it first.
ahaa.
it's quite a unique puzzle thing.

oh my.
it's already 10.01pm.
aiyah.
nevermind.
continue quickly.

anyway.
after tuition, i got more irritated somehow.
with all those distractions and questionmarks about d&t.
went to playground to ask alina about soldering cause i could understand nothing.
and of course nothing came in.
-_-"
went home.
mum and dad arguing about something.
i found a dollar from my allowance gone.
i think my brother shoved it somewhere since my other three dollars were.
AH HA.
I KNOW.
it's in the gap under the CPU.
wait, i push it out first.
YEAHHHH.
i found it.
aahhhhh, im so clever.
xP
LOL.
okay continue.
i was like so choked or something.
didnt feel like studying.
decided to watch zhen qing.
it started late cause there was a chow yun fatt special on channel 8.
WAH LAO.
i felt so AIYAH. very what lahh.
that guy *gulps* stabbed a knife into the police's eye.
*SCREAMS*
VERY AAAHHHHHHHHH!
right?
very dark scene too.
all lights off lor.
then people lying in *gulps* you know that red liquid.
aahhhhh~ i dont want to say the word here in case it ruins my mood.
but LIKE VERY WHAT LOR.
i watch television to relax and i see a bunch of ****ed up murderers.
how hoping great is that?
anyway.
zhen qing finally came on.
then it's still heart-wrenching story on.
Vietnam(lol, weird name) was suffering fron liver cancer and lying in hospital.
that shengxiao was like BOOHOOHOO.
sobsob.
DIAO.
how to relax?!
nevermind.
luckily from about 5.30pm onwards, it becamse cheerful.
comical scenes.
hahaa.
last episode mahh~
=D
in the end, i watched until 6pm and went to take a bath.
HAHA.
i dont know why, but i was thinking about WANG XING FU CHU FA BA by CYNDI.
lol, it's a happy song mahh.
i was telling myself.
okay.
i got my relaxing break.
so better study le.
i came out in high spirits.
^^
i think the bath was refreshing in some ways too.
i only started d&t at 6.20pm like that.
lol.
dinner at 6.45pm to 7.20pm.
then i study lor.
=D
until about 9.30pm like that.
and i saw ASUKA's testimonial.
=D
sms-ed madeleine to ask about her progress.
called lihuan but she was having her shower.
-_-"
hahaa.
then i came to blogger.
and TADAH.
you're reading my blogpost right now.
ohmigosh.
it's 10.14pm.
i better go back to study.

WOO.
CYNDI ROCKS.
lol.
at least her songs made me feel happy.
after studying, i will sleep.
wake up at 5am tomorrow.
bathe, wear my uniform.
take my bag.
sit at the sofa to study.
i gotta recap.
snd i think i will only study secondary one work tomorrow bahh.
or maybe today if im happy and not tired after studying secondary two's work.
=D
COOL plan.
okay then.

BUHBY.
hahaa.
^^
OOHHHHH.
i havent say it yet.
BUT HOORAY!!!
i bought CYNDI's SHAN YAO; xin ge + jie cou jing xuan.
but i got htis feeling that she will release another edition.
there'e still the MVs that she hasnt shown.
well.
i dont care.
for now, i will bask in my happiness.
=D
WOO.
sayonara!
^^

KARYAN. =D

2005-10-09T09:41:00.000+08:00

YOZ.
lol.
few days since my post.
*looks at my blog with guilt*
=X

okay.
nevermind.
let's see.
what can i say.

CURRENTly.
_____________________
SONGplaying- ying wei ai by JStars.
REfreshments- water. -_-"
DOING- blogging. friendster. singing with the computer.
somehow i feel that friendster is getting more and more boring.
hmm. im losing my touch.
WEARING- black shirt. dark blue shorts.
MOOD- im all dark and blue too. = ( a bit hungry too.
i think i will get some instant noodles.
THINKING-tomorrow's exams. =X
WHERE- my room
WHEN- it's 9.48am and it's raining.
but im not happy.
WHY- because im off my rocker.
WHO- a nutter called KARYAN.
HOW- im mad. how to solve my pessimistic health conditions?
you have to send me to woodbridge hospital le.

lol.
what am i doing?
you all understand what im talking about mahh?

aahhhhh.
nevermind.
random mad thoughts going through my insane mind.
=1

MY FAVOURITE LYRICS!
hahaa.
ZHEN AI; 183CLUB.
=P
these few-
wo shi bei ni yi wang de jing cai;
ni que dai zou ji yi li kai;
xin tiao shi wo men wei yi de hu han;
ti xing wo men zhen xin xiang ai.

i wonder why too?
it's not like someone has forgotten me?
and im so NOT in love.
diao.

okay.
i go eat my maggie-mee.
do you think im balding?
nah, i dont think so.
why hair is still as messed as ever.
a little fact for people doing home economics.
instant noodles contain addictives such as MSG.
- MonoSodium Glutamate.
hahaa.
i think you all know that.
=P
lol.
being lame.

okay.
BUHBY.
*apologizes to blog for bring in my negative mood*
='(
*hugs bloggy*
study d&t.
bleah.
=X

sayonara.

i LOVE blogging! =P

2005-10-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

phew.
blogger is finally fixed.
HOORAY!!!!!
=D
I LOVE IT.
I LOVE THIS.
IM LOVING IT!
HAHAA.
I LOVE MY BLOG!
I LOVE MY COMPUTER!
I LOVE BLOGGING!
coincidence lehh.
it's fixed after my science exams are over.
LOL.
i know.
my computer or blog knows that i will get distracted.
so it created problems for blogger.
and i will not be able to post anything but to concentrate on my revision.
yeahh!
=D
wahh.
my computer and blog cares so much for me.
hahaa.
<3

im ~~very~~EXTREMEMLY pleased and elated to say that.
HISTORY GEOGRAPHY LITERATURE AND SCIENCE PAPERS ARE OVER!!!
ohmigosh.
you all gotta know this okay.
it's like one extraextra huge load taken off me.
=D
i have been smiling for the whole day.
^^

that is until i watched FA YI X DANG AN.
it's now about plants.
constantly reminded of geography and science.
like human actions on the environment or the ecosystem.
hmmmm.
not very pleasant.
plants are trying to seek revenge.
aye.
then more misery.
wahh.
more about humans actions.
deforestation and clearing of forests for building this and that.
haiyoh.
watch liao like feel so sad for the plants.
then xueming is in such a difficult situation.
PINYU must not die in tomorrow's episode!
that's unfair.
she's innocent...
:(

you know.
the scriptwriter of this drama series right, must be a science pro!
wah sehh.
all the episodes all got something to do with science fiction de lehh.
resistance, ecosystem, plant functions all these already pulled in liao.
QIANG.
and im already struggling with the HIGHLY DEMANDING LEVELS AND REQUIREMENTS of science(especially in exams).
tsktsk.
lol.

exams.
very stressful.
no good no good.
aiyah.
recently study until like never sleep for two nights le.
go read my storybook.
hehh.
=P

then jiu sleep.
wahh.
SHUANG lehh.
i can finally sleep as and when i want to.
i dont have to force myself to stay awake.
i dont have to charge my handphone for the handphone alarm to work.
ohmygosh!
you should have see the wretched state that i was in while i studied chemical changes lor.
I SPENT LIKE 5hours.
hahaa.
of course not all of it.
but i ended up knowing only a few lines.
like those definitions of what
Decomposition is the break down of a substance into two or more simpler substances.
-__-"
because my head falls onto the bed in like every few minutes.
like this:
*memorises*
Com...COM...combin..combination.
*thinks*
*head drops*
*wakes up in shock a few seconds or minutes later*
COMBINATION is the...the the the. ARGHHH!!!
*refers to textbook*
*reads*
COMBINATION IS THE BREAK DOWN OF A SUBSTANCE INTO TWO OR MORE SIMPLER SUBSTANCES.
*sighs*
combination is the break down...of..a..erm..SUBstance!... into into.. two or more simpler..ahemm...substance.
this process is repeatedly REplayed okay.
i sleep.
jerk up in shock.
study and falls asleep again.
DIAO.

you see what i mean now.
i was so TIRED.
and worn out.
lethargic.
ENERGY-LESS.
=1
a simple definition only memorised in one hour.
-_-"
i fell asleep in the end.
from about 1am to 2am-2.30am.
i dont know why.
but i woke up suddenly.
to continue studying.
is like hor, someone woke me up.
hahaa.
woke up naturally at the correct time to study.
lol.
in a way lahh.
lucky i never sleep through the whole night.
heng~
or else my science hor.
very messed up le.
arghh.
i feel so screwed!
>,<
okayokay.
what's done is done.
RELAX.

i wanna READ.
PLAY.
LAUGH.
JOKE.
RUN.
JOG.
CHAT.
TALK.
EAT.

okayokay.
im yawning liao.
read a bit jiu sleep.
*manages a weak grin due to fatigue*
=P
hahaa.
BYEBYE bloggy!!!
=D
MUACKS.
love you.
will come to update again.

hahaa.
i think im addicted to my blog.
i LOVE IT!
hahaa.
im probably the only one who ever talks to her own blog.
=P
hehhh.
nevermind.
i like to do this.

well.
really gotta go.
SAYONARA.
*hugs my blog*
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

self-centered.

2005-09-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

how irresponsible and self-centred can she get?
she is only trying to avoid the problem.
which only makes it much worse.
all she knows to do, is to use her fatigue as an excuse.
it's always "im tired" or she just ignores me.
like she did a MOMENT AGO.
glaring at that damn television screen
and cheering over her shares or stocks or whatever crap that is.
whatever.
im just saying this on the blog to get rid some of my anger.

purgatory.

2005-09-27T16:22:00.000+08:00

REPEATED WOES

a short half-hour
a painful heart-to-heart talk

an empty interior
an empty heart

i see eyes glistening with tears
and wrinkles so unfamiliar to me
while her wise hands stroke my hair

i see a simple cause for those woes
a trouble repeated in so many lives
never has it been resolved
it's happening to her right now

a kin so close and yet so far
feeling that time's running out
she reproaches herself

only to give consent for a tear to fall
unaware
that i was hiding secretly behind

NOT ONLY IS MY BROTHER GONNA BE TURNED INTO CHOPPED PORK.
HE IS GONNA BE BARBEQUED OVER AN INTENSE FIRE MERCILESSLY.
AND IT'S NOT OVER.
HE WILL BE MINCED TOO.
INTO SO MANY PIECES THAT I WILL HAVE JUST CREATED A NEW NUMERICAL VALUE.
ANYONE KNOWS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT IN THE UPPER SECTION OF THE BLOG?
NEVERMIND.
YOU JUST HAVE TO KNOW THAT MY BROTHER IS A GREAT FAT SUCKER WHO OUGHT TO BE SENT TO THE PURGATORY.